omoidarui

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Efterklang - Cutting Ice to Snow (from "Breathe In")




Cracker! :O
 
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Remember-Me-Not

I think I'm going to be okay.
Dec 10, 2019
91


Astronauts by Powapowa-P (English cover by Rachie)

"If I were still alive, I'd sing just one last time. A song I never sang for you, but now I have to try."

This line always got me. I feel like it's the person knowing they will die in the future. Atleast that's how I feel. I feel like my suicide is like a lingering disease. I sometimes look at the people around me and know that they will one day be in a future without me, and strangely I'm already grieving my own death. Wow I'm making it sound like I have a terminal illness, and I don't, but I sincerely do think I will die young, if not soon.


Erik satie - Gymnopedie No. 1

Very calming i find.
I first heard it on a movie when it played while a young girl cut her wrists open in a bathroom with a pair of scissors.

Wow, I guess this song just gives that vibe. This is the song I listen to whenever I self-harm or need to calm down.
 
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Screw your courage to the sticking place.
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nerve

fat cringey shut-in
Jun 19, 2019
1,011


I listened to a lot of Kyary in high school. (She was the first concert I went to!) This was my best friend's favorite song from her :,) can't believe I still remember the lyrics...
 
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Screw your courage to the sticking place.
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2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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stygal

low-wage worker
Oct 29, 2020
1,732

Mentally preparing for the next work week.
 
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2M Or Not 2B.
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Fussy exister. Living in the epilogue
Mar 11, 2020
529


"It's a quarter to two and the bars are all closing
Nobody looks how they think
The guy in the corner with spit in his beard
Wearing more than he drank of his drink

The dancers are shaking like ants
Desperate to find a last minute queen
While the rest of us are all headed home
To try finding comfort in dreams
'Cause this isn't life
And I know that I chose it
But I can't stand waking up and nobody knows it
I'll never find the strength to change what I need
Is this who I'll always be?

And I open my eyes and the room is still spinning
I joke about buying a vowel
The funniest part of this feeling
Is knowing the answer but nothing comes out
So I'm shaking around like I'm hanging from something
I know is about to break
Like I'm biting the gun but the safety is on
And I threw up the pills I ate
The notes are all scribbled in pencil
Without really knowing what I'm trying to write
Something like "Goddamn the man
Who said everything's gonna be fine"

But life is a lot like a sewer
We get out of it what we put in
That's when doubt kicks in

Maybe I just don't have it inside me
Maybe there's too much I couldn't face?
I just wanted someone to come down
From heaven and explain
This cold and fucked up place
But I'll just keep trying to hide it
Until there's nothing left to save
In the end who I know I'm gonna die
Buried in another man's grave"
 
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Ren Elsie Jewelria

I sneezed!
Aug 30, 2020
373
...
 
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Screw your courage to the sticking place.
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stevie nicks spin GIF by Alex Bedder
 
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Blue LIPS

Ave Satanas
Jun 28, 2020
529

This song caught me off guard haha I see why he was pushing it
 
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The Power of One - Pokemon 2000 Soundtrack



 
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settheory

Bundle of perceptions
Jul 29, 2021
457
Heavy, like failure
 
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Bundle of perceptions
Jul 29, 2021
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Bundle of perceptions
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Fast and maybe a bit angry yet somehow also dreamy and gentle
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Slipknot-I Am Hated:heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






The whole world is my enemy, and I'm a walking target
Two times the Devil with all the significance
Dragged and raped for the love of a mob
I can't stay because I can't be stopped
Eat motherfuckers alive who cross us
I know you're all tired of the same ol' bosses
Let me tell you how it's gonna be
I'm gonna kill anyone who steps up in front of me
Welcome to the same ol' fucking scam
Same ol' shit in a dead fad
Everybody wants to be so hard
Are you real or a second-rate sports card?
They all lost their dad or their wife just died
They never got to go outside, shut up
Nobody gives a fuck
It doesn't change the fact that you suck
We are the anti-cancer
We are the only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me you'll never know
We are bipolar gods
We are, you know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore
Now I'm not pretty, and I'm not cool
But I'm fat, and I'm ugly and proud, so fuck you
Standing out is the new pretension
Streamline the sickness, half-assed aggression
You gotta see it to believe it, we all got conned
All the mediocre sacred cows we spawned
Put your trust in the mission
We will not repent, this is our religion
We are the anti-cancer
We are the only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me you'll never know
We are bipolar gods
We are, you know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore
I am hated
You are hated
We are hated
I am hated
Everything sucks, and I can prove it
Everybody dies, shuffle on, remove it
Individuals, indispensable
I'm the paradox deity vessel
The other side holds no secret
But this side is done, I don't need it
Before you go, you should know you're breaking down
You'll be rotten by the time you're underground
Fuck you
We are the anti-cancer
We are the only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me you'll never know
We are bipolar gods
We are, you know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore
We are the source of conscience
We are distorted sentients
There's only one thing left
And I can't leave until it's sated
We are the absolute
We are controlling you
They're closing in, I can't escape
I am hated
 
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callme

I'm a loose cannon - I bang all the time.
Aug 15, 2021
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Slipknot-I Am Hated:heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






The whole world is my enemy, and I'm a walking target
Two times the Devil with all the significance
Dragged and raped for the love of a mob
I can't stay because I can't be stopped
Eat motherfuckers alive who cross us
I know you're all tired of the same ol' bosses
Let me tell you how it's gonna be
I'm gonna kill anyone who steps up in front of me
Welcome to the same ol' fucking scam
Same ol' shit in a dead fad
Everybody wants to be so hard
Are you real or a second-rate sports card?
They all lost their dad or their wife just died
They never got to go outside, shut up
Nobody gives a fuck
It doesn't change the fact that you suck
We are the anti-cancer
We are the only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me you'll never know
We are bipolar gods
We are, you know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore
Now I'm not pretty, and I'm not cool
But I'm fat, and I'm ugly and proud, so fuck you
Standing out is the new pretension
Streamline the sickness, half-assed aggression
You gotta see it to believe it, we all got conned
All the mediocre sacred cows we spawned
Put your trust in the mission
We will not repent, this is our religion
We are the anti-cancer
We are the only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me you'll never know
We are bipolar gods
We are, you know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore
I am hated
You are hated
We are hated
I am hated
Everything sucks, and I can prove it
Everybody dies, shuffle on, remove it
Individuals, indispensable
I'm the paradox deity vessel
The other side holds no secret
But this side is done, I don't need it
Before you go, you should know you're breaking down
You'll be rotten by the time you're underground
Fuck you
We are the anti-cancer
We are the only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me you'll never know
We are bipolar gods
We are, you know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore
We are the source of conscience
We are distorted sentients
There's only one thing left
And I can't leave until it's sated
We are the absolute
We are controlling you
They're closing in, I can't escape
I am hated

Maybe you'd also Like GG Allin?
 
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In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,298
Love edge of 17

Found the discs in my basement, listening to Lilly Allen / mika are helping me not to take myself too seriously



For all the haters



I LIVE 4 THIS THREAD, LITERALLY. ITS BETTER THAN LITHIUM.
 
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narval

Enlightened
Jan 22, 2020
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De staat. Perhaps someome saw the fist video :)
Somehow i landed in the other 2 tracks and i liked.

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wizzlefox

Member
Aug 8, 2021
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Its
Definitely not an uplifting tune (I guess having the word "dead" in the band name AND the song title is a giveaway) but I find it haunting and hypnotic, yet it's dynamic at the same time. There's definitely a dark energy.

It is
Definitely not an uplifting tune (I guess having the word "dead" in the band name AND the song title is a giveaway) but I find it haunting and hypnotic, yet it's dynamic at the same time. There's definitely a dark energy.

It is an uplifting song. Noni (singer) is singing "he who fears death can not enjoy life" in 7 different languages. Interesting to see how people interpret a song tho x
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Stone Sour-Bother :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






"Through Glass"

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh, god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

[This verse is on the album version only:]
'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope

So while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
And no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real? So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
Contaminating everything
We thought came from the heart
It never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(Null and void instead of voices)

Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember it's just different from what you've seen

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
And no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
And no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars
The stars
That shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars
That lie to you, yeah-ah
[x2 - on the album version]

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh, god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars
The stars
That shine for you, yeah-ah
And it's the stars
The stars
That lie to you, yeah-ah

And it's the stars
The stars
That shine for you, yeah-ah
And it's the stars
The stars
That lie to you, yeah-ah, yeah

Oh, and the stars
Oh, and the stars, they lie
 
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Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,744
It's been a while since I've been here, but I come bearing music.

 
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