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Rachel74

Rachel74

Enlightened
Sep 7, 2019
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Is that a reference I'm missing? :) But yeah everyone needs a nasty and dirty mind-twin. What else to live for?
It's just me being slightly odd, you'll get used to it. Definitely not here to offend anyone.
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,298
It's just me being slightly odd, you'll get used to it. Definitely not here to offend anyone.

Nah, why would I be offended? We are all slightly odd here, it's perfectly OK.
 
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GemCami

GemCami

Incomplete
Sep 10, 2019
66
Is that a reference I'm missing? :) But yeah everyone needs a nasty and dirty mind-twin. What else to live for?
Well obviously having a broken sense of "nasty and dirty" or a lack of ability to enjoy or partake in that sort of thing is a good reson for suicide.
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
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Trying to live as long as possible is the most painful way to go.
 
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flaneurice

Member
Dec 4, 2019
11
This is one of the most honest, most trustworthy words I have read for a long time, and especially as a newcomer to the community, the saddest ones as well - Trying to live as long as possible being the most painful way to go.. cant argue with that one! nicely said Mattwitt
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,321
Getting married
 
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MelancholyPie

MelancholyPie

Member
Nov 29, 2019
28
What's the difference between Gunshot of Head and Shotgun to Head? On lostallhope

Also is death by strong allergic reaction painful?
 
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Mizzmini45

Arcanist
Dec 1, 2019
447
I think burning yourself is the worst method that causes the most pain and agony.
its crazy because I just found out a person I use to go to high school with died from a bizarre fire that she set on herself from cooking. What a bizarre and painful way to go out
 
NickStanfield

NickStanfield

Member
Nov 12, 2019
46
Most painful deaths.....hmmmm..

-Russian mafia torture
-Chinese mafia torture
-Shooting yourself in the head but instead accidentally shooting yourself in the shoulder
-10000 BEES (Unless your allergic)
-Slowly climbing into lava like a hot tub
-Toaster! In the bathtub!!
-Literally any trap from a Saw movie
-Eaten alive
-Drinking potent acid
- I actually considered buying a thin metal wire and attaching it to two cars about to drive apart, with a loop around my neck. Car drives and shwooop quick clean cut. Little complex for me tho.
-Or the most painful method of CTB, sufferring for 20, 30, 50, maybe more years in excruciating pain waiting for old age!
In my worst moments, I've considered long drop hanging (8 floors up)with a heavy guage wire inside the atrium of the building I used to work in. From that height, full decapitation is pretty much assured but if anything went wrong, the resulting fall would do the job. Gruesome, over the top and not normally my style but damn... It'd make a point.

Chloroquine looks to be my CTB of choice at the moment. I have all the components, but there are some things that have to happen first.
 

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