Sweet517

Sweet517

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I am planning to CTB and need to do so before July 1 for multiple financial reasons. I realize hanging and jumping and SN are the best methods for CTB. I'm not able to do any of those, although I had a failed partial a ways back. My support broke.
If I use an electric knife, where is she best place to cut to increase the likelihood of bleeding out? I'm very serious and I'm not a cutter. I just have no hope left
 
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randomz

randomz

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I am sorry life brought oyu to this place. I have to ask if you exhausted all other options to fix your situation and feel better. I understand that financial problems could be devastating but is there really no light at the end of the tunnel? If you want to talk to someone we are always here to help.
 
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Sweet517

Sweet517

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There is no light
 
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Morphosis

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You would need to find an artery which "spurts" bright red blood rather than the dark red deoxygenated blood in veins. The femoral or carotid artery are 2 examples. However they are protected by major muscle groups and cutting that deep will be extremely painful. The body then goes into self-protection mode and will immediately start trying to clot to heal the wound. It's a very messy and painful way to try to kill yourself and the failure rate is very high. You would then be left with scars and possible infections and all sorts of complications.
I get it, I have dreadful financial problems myself but that was actually way down my list of reasons to ctb. I truly understand what it's like to feel you have no way out but would really urge you to consider some other way :hug:
 
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KiraComplex

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its going to be super fucking painful. its going to hurt like a bitch. if this is the only way, intoxicate or numb yourself, but that may decrease accuracy. seriously not worth it, theres so many other ways with better success rates
 
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Iwantoutrightnow

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You sound really desperate, I'm sorry you are in this place.

When you say electric knife do mean an electric carving knife? Your going to have to cut really deep and I get that a electric knife would be powerful but I wonder if the movement of the blade would be problematic? You'll need to be accurate for it to be fatal. As you're not a self-harmer I think the pain might be an issue too.

Take some time and breathe, don't rush into this.
 
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Sweet517

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its going to be super fucking painful. its going to hurt like a bitch. if this is the only way, intoxicate or numb yourself, but that may decrease accuracy. seriously not worth it, theres so many other ways with better success rates
I know there are other ways and I've researched them thoroughly I just don't have the access to the materials and am left with using an electric carving knife. I was thinking of using a chainsaw but realize how irrational the idea is.
im going to aim for the carotoid with my electric knife and keep going til I succeed
You sound really desperate, I'm sorry you are in this place.

When you say electric knife do mean an electric carving knife? Your going to have to cut really deep and I get that a electric knife would be powerful but I wonder if the movement of the blade would be problematic? You'll need to be accurate for it to be fatal. As you're not a self-harmer I think the pain might be an issue too.

Take some time and breathe, don't rush into this.
Yes, the kind used to cut meats
 
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Iwantoutrightnow

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Beware of the SI. I'm a regular cutter and I tried cutting my neck and the pain and the blood were an issue for me.

Whatever happens I really hope you find the peace you seek
 
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Sweet517

Sweet517

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I know of one person who did CTB this way
 
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Iwantoutrightnow

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I'm not saying it's impossible, just suggesting issues you might face. Sorry if you find that unhelpful
 
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Ghassane

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I would advise u not to cut it's really risky of surviving with life long desabilities but if ur cutting u should target ur carotid artery wether on ur neck or ur arms u could google its podition on ur body
 
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ctb by a lethal cut will be excruciatingly painful, with or without sedatives or alcohol. have you looked into any other methods? i understand that finances are an issue, but there are several methods in the resources thread which may work out better (and less painfully) than this (: