Help Morphine tampering

[Sherri]

Hi everyone, I don't post much, but today I'm posting. I've been tampering these pills made of morphine, every bit of my body and soul aches. I have comfort medication for the nerves and stuff still, I am into so much pain I don't wish this on my worst enemy.

 

[grungeCat]

I don't want to be rude but as an ex-druggie I'm obligated to say this. Please don't take morphine or any opioids when you don't really need. I don't know whether you are prescribed them by doctor or not. If you were ordered by a physician to take them then it's ok. Otherwise please don't do this to yourself. Opioid addiction is a nightmare whether you plan to kill yourself or not. It gives you temporary relief but then it causes a lot of suffering. I suppose you don't want your last moments on this planet to be even bigger suffering than you have experienced so far. Think twice before taking opioids recreationally.

 

[Sherri]

I don't want to be rude but as an ex-druggie I'm obligated to say this. Please don't take morphine or any opioids when you don't really need. I don't know whether you are prescribed them by doctor or not. If you were ordered by a physician to take them then it's ok. Otherwise please don't do this to yourself. Opioid addiction is a nightmare whether you plan to kill yourself or not. It gives you temporary relief but then it causes a lot of suffering. I suppose you don't want your last moments on this planet to be even bigger suffering than you have experienced so far. Think twice before taking opioids recreationally.

It's prescribed, but I upped the dose without the doctor knowing, I know I'm the one to blame.

 

[grungeCat]

I understand. If that's the case then you shouldn't blame yourself you are slowly falling into addiction. I mean it's not definitely a good thing you increase your doses yourself but it is not your fault. Morphine begins to take control over you but it is not a result of your own accord. Your doctor is to blame for prescribing such a strong medication to someone who is vulnerable to addictions. Now you have to bear the yoke of morhpine and you have to do the best you can not to become a junkie. If you think you are not able to overcome opioids then please contact a psychiatrist.