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Busridin'26

Busridin'26

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
1,871
I slept for like 10hrs? I finally drank some soda so got some sugar in my body...

Not sure if its from not eating or thyriod storm but I am severely weak. Can't lie in all my human aspects it's kinda scaring me.

Might. Just maybe ask friend to take me to hospital. She asked what she could do. I did say I don't think there's anything anyone can do but that was before almost fainting. So...

I'm gonna order smthin from a specific restaurant in like 2 hrs to get some extra points on the food ordering app I use 😋 Eat & see how I feel. Even having someone come with me while it helps I still fucking hate hospitals. Would like to shower first too butttt I'll probs be fine after eating so just gonna take it from there.


😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 jus tireddddd
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
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After not eating for a while it's normal to feel dead, your body is using fat as energy, eating anything should fix it, I hope the rest of the day goes well
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
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Maybe low blood sugar making you tired ?
Hope you feel better soon.
 
Busridin'26

Busridin'26

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
1,871
I slept for like 10hrs? I finally drank some soda so got some sugar in my body...

Not sure if its from not eating or thyriod storm but I am severely weak. Can't lie in all my human aspects it's kinda scaring me.

Might. Just maybe ask friend to take me to hospital. She asked what she could do. I did say I don't think there's anything anyone can do but that was before almost fainting. So...

I'm gonna order smthin from a specific restaurant in like 2 hrs to get some extra points on the food ordering app I use 😋 Eat & see how I feel. Even having someone come with me while it helps I still fucking hate hospitals. Would like to shower first too butttt I'll probs be fine after eating so just gonna take it from there.


😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 jus tireddddd
The soda helped. I fell back asleep. I'm experiencing hunger but I still don't wanna eat :/. It's just hard like fr fr. Deep in my anorexic struggles.

Kinda a key indication of the high levels of stress and such.

I'm not sure... I wouldn't mind eating what I planned to order butt :/ I don't wanna eat. It can be ordered and eaten later but eh...

When I get up the dizzy levels of almost fainting are a lot but otherwise I'm feelin ok enough/not as weak.

Im jus sleepy. Bit of a headache. Throay feels better kinda??? Or maybe I'm getting used to it.

Less weak so less scared and less felling of needing to do anything. I just wanna sleep.


So that's what ima get back to of I wake up prior to 3pm I'll order if not maybe get smthin else.
 

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