Discussion Morning or Evening Suicide?

[ARW3N]

One of the major problems I'm encountering with regards to suicide is that I'd rather exit the world during the morning or afternoon than during the evening. There are simply too much people around in my household in the mornings and afternoons. I don't have the stamina in the evenings to exit the world. I just keep drifting off to sleep like everybody else.

 

[WornOutLife]

As for me, it's the same but night sounds better because it'll take more time for people to find me or be suspicious about my ctb.

 

[agger466]

I am planning on evening. But I live alone and this will allow ample time before I am found those next day

 

[Gerard de Nerval]

Though my suicidal ideation is the strongest in the morning, I'd like to disappear after Minerva's owl has taken flight.

 

[wannagohome]

The night is the right time. You are more or less undisturbed then and the darker it gets the darker my thoughts are.

 

[Sherri]

Also agree, the night is the best time. Depends on the method though. Hope it's a peaceful one.

 

[StateOfMind]

Would also prefer the early afternoon.
But my method requires me to be up till in the late evening when there are no people at the platform.

 

[nora.]

evening. people have slept and less people will find me :p

 

[ARW3N]

I forgot to mention when I started this topic that my method is hanging. There are many people who have hanged themselves when living with others. They just need enough time before they are discovered.

 

[nowhere2befound]

Since every morning i wake and get frustrated i am alive i want it to be night so that I don't experience that. This is just a small preference but i would not care really as long as i am sure no one would save me.

 

[ihavetoleave]

Yeah I have the same problem, I simply want to go to sleep at night and fairly early too and I'm in this pattern for awhile now. Night is the ideal time to CTB so I would not be found for ten or more hours until the next day. I guess I know it is time when I have the fortitude to go through with it at night time for a change, I will have truly reached the end of my options and know it is my last night and I am out of options.

 

[Cockatoo]

I am going with SN tomorrow's morning, because in that case no one will interrupt me as my parents will be at work. But, if I lived alone, I would still choose the morning time as it's easy to put myself together

 

[262653]

Morning for the same reasons @Cockatoo has mentioned + it's easier to spend time fasting when I'm asleep.

 

[Donk]

Night time seems more fitting for CTB. To each its own

 

[Nymph]

I'm planning on doing it at night but for me night is super early morning like 00:00-4:00am

 

[Wrennie]

I'd have to do it at night when my parents are asleep since I still live under their roof and can't risk getting caught.

 

[happiestman]

Whatever be the method, do it when there's no one around, the time of the day dont matter. Night time is better.

 

[NodusTollens]

I hadn't thought about the specificity of time, but @Nymph is spot on, 00:00-4:00. My neighbour sleeps directly above me, so I have to be careful. For this reason I haven't officially selected my method (2 options) as it would vary depending on the positioning of my nosey ass neighbour.

 

[NegativeSymptoms]

Morning because no one will be home but I would prefer evening.

 

[eclipsee99]

Ideally night time, but trying to plan everything around being home alone. As much as I'd prefer to go at night, I'd rather not get caught until it's all over, so mornings the best time for me.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

for me time is always a bit of a tough one with regards to people being around. I do tend to get tired and give up if I leave it too late. I would say look for a place that is not too busy at the times you wanna go.

 

[MindFog]

I don't have the stamina in the evenings to exit the world. I just keep drifting off to sleep like everybody else.

I get this.. Night is the only chance I can end it, but it's also the only time I can be at peace. Not to mention, its the only time I can freely cry so rather than practice, I find myself using the time to relax.

 

[Deleted member 23774]

I was going to kill myself, but it was impulsive so I called my counselor, but I plan to wait until late February when it won't be so cold at night, and I will go somewhere outside and at midnight I will look at the stars and then I will drink the SN. I find midnight to be very peaceful and I won't be found.

 

[gnomeboy17]

Morning works better for me, but I think evening sounds more peaceful and you're probably less likely to be discovered

 

[moonchild]

I thought about this a lot during last summer, that my ideal time would be an early summer morning. In June/July, the sun rises around 4-4:30am here. So maybe 3am-something, when it's technically still night, but it's already getting lighter. I live alone so wouldn't have to worry about that aspect of it.

As for right now, when it's always dark, I don't really know what I'd prefer. Evening somehow seems more practical.

 

[ansiedad]

Midnight, I prefer to go in the night.

 

[grungeCat]

Morning, because father is at work. He wakes up extremely easely even from deep sleeping so I have no chance to do it in the night. However if I lived alone I'd like to ctb after dark.

 

[Ender]

Late at night. It's quiet, cold, and dark.

 

[312]

I would prefer to go at night, but as I don't live alone in the morning and the afternoon would be great options

 

[worthlessdisaster]

i have finally decided i will CTB this thursday. been hoping for some kind of sign that i belong here but it's not happening. i keep waking up and remembering why i've been planning this and getting things ready. when i jumped the gun i was stopped. i don't want to do this anymore. the only person i have well had left doesn't want anything to do with me and it was the last straw for me. i alienated myself i pushed him away during a a 4 month long manic high and won't work on fixing things. so he's told me i can stay but he doesn't want me. so i get to be alone while he's right next to me or he leaves and does his own thing. he's all i had left. no family or friends. i was going to go out by the river but it's too high. i think inside while he and his friend are working. this way i know nobody will find me for atleast 12 hours and i'll be ok. i have read and watched all the videos and comments from a thread and it was for the night night method. so wednesday i get my stimulus check. i'll go blow some on nothing just to do something, because it can't go with me. the rest i'll keep in the account and i have a note on my phone of what needs to go where. i'm worthless and don't have much but the little i do have i want to go to my niece and nephew because i've never had alot and the little i do have it's all so special to me. and i'll leave my car and stuff like that with my, well whatever he is to me now. i don't want to live this life anymore. nobody deserves to feel all of this pain or walk around feeling numb and useless and unwanted. my own family told me they couldn't let me come around anymore because my mental health is stressing them out and it's an inconvenience. it's all just over whelming. i am sad that i had all these years to see if life would turn around and when i finally met someone who made me happy and smile he decided he didn't want me anymore because of how i pushed him away with my manic high. here's hoping for thursday. i'm choosing night time. i will post my goodbye when i have everything ready and ready to CTB. i'm more nervous that i'll fail. i've failed at everything else i feel line that's not an option this time. im a little excited to though. lots of feelings but i'm not angry at anyone and i accepted this is the only way.