more than ever i need for this to be all over

[Darkover]

this isn't a loving caring environment just the exact opposite
this environment is dreadful and these lives are even worse
what a clusterfuck this place is
one goal find a way to be nothing for all time
so sick of being alive here in this shitty horrible world
you won't ever care for me here so why would i ever want to be here
the truth is i wouldn't want to ever be alive here because this place is just the shittest place to ever of existed
this place is just the shittest place that ever existed all because of stuipd human beings
we've got to escape this awful shit and this hellhole for all time
how many times have you had your wants and desires rejected here it's a very repressive place to be alive
forced to suffer and die inside this awful shit
forced to exist enslaved in awful shit in a shithole and hellhole
forced to eat and drink shit and shit out shit piss out shit
forced to crave intimacy but denied it all my shitty lifetime
whats the point of existing if you can't have anything you want
nobody ever cared for me enslaved in this awful shit no one cares

 

[The anhedonic one]

So many of us here forced to endure the endless and pointless suffering of human existence.
Trapped and tormented in our minds by desires and needs that can never be fulfilled.
Probably just 1% contentment and 99% suffering is the best that most of us shall ever receive from this shitshow life.
Fuck this existence, I never wanted this life or ever will do.

 

[FuneralCry]

I think it's such a terrible thing having the ability to exist in this hellish reality, wanting freedom from all suffering is perfectly logical to me, I certainly despise existence, it's just so tragic how there's all this endless torment all for no reason, only nothingness is acceptable to me, I could never wish to exist in this harmful world. I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.