Story Mom found my sn, I told her it's for mixing paint. She gave it back. I feel horrible.

[przeciwwymiotne]

Idk idk, I'm still so conflicted whether I should hang myself or use the sn.

 

[theboy]

Oh how strong
but, if you have the SN, why do you still think about hanging yourself?

 

[Smart No More]

Oh how strong
but, if you have the SN, why do you still think about hanging yourself?

Because they don't want to make their mom feel guilty for passing back the SN.

 

[przeciwwymiotne]

Oh how strong
but, if you have the SN, why do you still think about hanging yourself?

Well, my mom will be mad and sn is painful

 

[Smart No More]

Hanging is painful too

 

[theboy]

Because they don't want to make their mom feel guilty for passing back the SN.

My mother also found things. It's a very frustrating situation

Well, my mom will be mad and sn is painful

I understand that the SN is a very peaceful way out. I recommend you find out a little more about the method. There are testimonials here claim not to feel pain.

 

[przeciwwymiotne]

My mother also found things. It's a very frustrating situation


I understand that the SN is a very peaceful way out. I recommend you find out a little more about the method. There are testimonials here claim not to feel pain.

I don't have an antiemetic so I'll defo puke, it'll give my tachycardia and breathing problems. I've read a lot of reports and threads. I don't see it as peaceful. But it's convenient and accessible. And will allow me to talk with someone in my last minutes which is comforting. Hanging is lonely and scary. Sn is as well but a tiny bit less. Although I'm sure I'll suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

In my opinion, SN sounds like a preferable method to hanging. That is what I would personally choose as hanging sounds difficult and risky. It does sound like a difficult situation to be in and it makes me wish that we lived in a world where suicide is not so stigmatised and we could be open about our wishes to die to others and then just exit. I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.

 

[gimzero]

How you can follow the stan plan if you have a family in the house! I have nobody and i cant try it yet i wonder.

 

[1000winds]

maybe hide it away for some time and then decide later if you still want to keep it...

 

[przeciwwymiotne]

How you can follow the stan plan if you have a family in the house! I have nobody and i cant try it yet i wonder.

I'll take it when they'll be away, but still she'll know that it was not for paint after all

 

[Suicideorgy]

Damn, I dunno if I would be able to go through with it after that. I personally would worry about her feeling guilty that she didnt simply google what it was.

Not trying to talk you out of it. Just my opinion.

 

[BeanyBoo]

I'm older with no worries about anyone finding my goods, but a friend did ask me casually one day what was the sn box for. I told her it's ingredients to use for making bath fizzy bombs. I've tucked it away more securely, out of sight.

 

[Szinuus]

My mom also found it several times. Last time I lost control and beat her when she tried to take it from me. I was so close to ctb after that but didnt want to ruin the upcoming christmas.

 

[spectraltease]

Idk idk, I'm still so conflicted whether I should hang myself or use the sn.

Bro good lie