Mixing diazepam and alcohol

[wildflowers1996]

I'm thinking of trying to get some high dose diazepam off the dark web and mix it with alcohol.
I know this won't kill me - I just want to turn my thoughts off for a while and just feel calm. Will this work?
Also is it possible to get high off diazepam? I'm too scared to do any other drug because the last thing I want is to feel more anxious; I need something calming

 

[Ash]

I've never mixed the two and wouldn't want to. I suspect it would end with a lot of confusion, falling over and vomiting.

 

[wildflowers1996]

I don't mind the confusion as long as it's not distressing. Falling over I could avoid if I just stay in bed; I don't want to vomit though :( I just thought it'd be a way of feeling ultra calm but I looked it up and it's saying a possible effect is anxiety??? I thought it would be a way of feeling ultra calm; I definitely don't want to make the anxiety worse.

 

[Username1359751]

Diazepam helps me. I've been out of it for like 6wks though. You don't want to get "used to it" to where you build a tolerance and need more or become addicted to it. This is the main reason why psychiatrist's are so stingy with it which sucks for the responsible users. Some people feel sleepy with it but not me which is good because I have hypersomnia. I just feel like I can take a full breath on it. If you find it on the dark web feel free to pm me :)