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pusheen

pusheen

abolitionist vegan
Jan 7, 2025
12
I have 17 mg of Lorazepam and 7.25mg of Alprazolam.
Is this anywhere near enough for attempting SN?
Do I have to take it all?
Can I mix them together?

Also, in case I change my mind during the method, is it better to administer methylene blue intravenously (and how much of it) or can I just drink it? I've never administered something IV before and I feel like I might pierce through the vein.
 
ineedtogetout

ineedtogetout

Member
Aug 26, 2024
85
thats way too much benzos and dont even think about the methylene blue part since your methylene blue is probagbly not pure and you dont know how to dose it so you could end up with serotonin syndrome which is extremely terrfying from personal exprience
 
pusheen

pusheen

abolitionist vegan
Jan 7, 2025
12
thats way too much benzos and dont even think about the methylene blue part since your methylene blue is probagbly not pure and you dont know how to dose it so you could end up with serotonin syndrome which is extremely terrfying from personal exprience
I'm ordering from a chemical store so I think it will be pure enough, same as SN. I've no idea about benzos though, I read TPPH and there it said to crush and digest a full card of oxazepam (20x30mg) and I calculated it through a benzo calculator online and I thought I have too little to be honest (it showed 60mg of Lorazepam).
 

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