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Rain_Hermit

Rain_Hermit

Member
Dec 12, 2021
37
I feel absolutely terrified of making mistakes in the future just like everyone else.I am afraid that my opinions will change,that I will give into delusions and lies.That my future self will be dumb and act foolishly.The only way I can avoid all that is by ctb.I hate uncertainty.I want to pluck my hairs out just by thinking about it.
It might just be my ocd but there is no way I can take chances with that.All the more reason to hurry it up and ctb on impulse.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,925
I have so much dread for the future and that is part of why I feel a need to ctb. There is no limit as to how bad things can get after all. I find death to be comforting as I believe it will be the end of everything, I will be at peace and I will never have to experience anything ever again. I'm sorry you are going through this. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,318
you are going to make mistakes. Everyone does. That's ok. Thinking about the future is terrifying.

Give yourself some credit. You are smart and capable. OCD doesn't define you

I wish you the best
 
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