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[synthcadia]

i don't know why but i feel hopeless on meeting my gf irl. i mean i'll be meeting her in less than 2 months, but time is moving so slowly. i am also worried that i won't have everything i need for travel, and that's making me stressed out.

i am mega worried that she'll be really different in person or something. i always get anxious about this, though.

maybe i'll go on mental auto-pilot until it's time to leave…

 

[AllFoxedOut]

my ex and I were long distance so I understand the trepidation. I never got the chance to meet her before she broke up with me, but expect it to be uncomfortable and kind of awkward at first. hopefully, quickly, it'll pass. it's your first time meeting after all!

 

[synthcadia]

my ex and I were long distance so I understand the trepidation. I never got the chance to meet her before she broke up with me, but expect it to be uncomfortable and kind of awkward at first. hopefully, quickly, it'll pass. it's your first time meeting after all!

yeah definitely! thanks foxed. <3

 

[day]

I plan on meeting someone potentially myself and while I've expressed my will and plan to CTB and she says she "understands" it's kinda hard to convey how serious you are about it.

I hope you manage to meet her though if she's accepting. Everyone deserves the happiness love can bring.

Best wishes OP.

 

[synthcadia]

I plan on meeting someone potentially myself and while I've expressed my will and plan to CTB and she says she "understands" it's kinda hard to convey how serious you are about it.

I hope you manage to meet her though if she's accepting. Everyone deserves the happiness love can bring.

Best wishes OP.

yeah, some people can't wrap their head around it or they think it's selfish.

and thank you. she's been extremely accepting, of everything. one thing of contention is bpd but i think she'll come around (she is diagnosed with it while i am not). tbh i hope i marry her or i will ctb. no one else can be like her.

and thanks astral. <3 subnet the subnet.

 

[MrDarkness]

I hope everything turns out well, sadly I don't believe in love, but gl