Konjac
Specialist
- Oct 25, 2020
- 300
Drinking and self harm aren't a good mix. What started as idk... a regular cutting session turned into hitting an artery. I don't remember much but my mum was woken up by my music and walked in to see me slumped over bleeding out. I didn't even feel the pain, I just felt at peace, watching the blood squirt out lmao. I didn't mean to go so deep, but I mean, I didn't exactly have any complaints either. But next thing I know I'm in an ambulance, full sirens blasting. I remember being like If she hadn't have woken up, chances are I would've bled out. I'm filled with so much regret over being found... I could be out of my misery but instead I'm basically on suicide watch, waiting for fucking arm surgery.
Praying to whatever gods are out there that my SN arrives soon. My situation's getting dire now aha.
Praying to whatever gods are out there that my SN arrives soon. My situation's getting dire now aha.