Might go on Monday

[TooMuchToBear]

Yes. Depending on how "at peace" I will feel with going through. Monday morning between 8 and 11am (UTC+2).
With N.

 

[TooMuchToBear]

The guilt is hard. But I have no hope of ever being at peace with myself if I stay alive. Too much suffering and chaos in the mind. It has been so long.

 

[NeverGoodEnuff]

That feeling of "I just can't do this anymore" is the worst. The Worst.

Then you get ready to CTB and you can't do it.

It isn't fair. You have my sympathy. Been there...

 

[TooMuchToBear]

That feeling of "I just can't do this anymore" is the worst. The Worst.

Then you get ready to CTB and you can't do it.

It isn't fair. You have my sympathy. Been there...

Thank you. Yes indeed. I'll see how it goes tomorrow.

 

[NeverGoodEnuff]

My Mom, back in the day, used to say "Things always look better in the morning." Well, that isn't always true, but many times I have clung to that thought. And often enough, it was true.

 

[RedHarlequin]

I hope you find peace in whatever you decide. What is your method if I may ask?

 

[muffin222]

I'm very sorry that life has pushed you to the point of having to make this decision
I hope you find the peace you seek, whatever route you decide to take in the end

 

[TooMuchToBear]

I hope you find peace in whatever you decide. What is your method if I may ask?

Thank you, much appreciated. My method is N from A.

I'm very sorry that life has pushed you to the point of having to make this decision
I hope you find the peace you seek, whatever route you decide to take in the end

Thank you muffin, you're lovely <3

 

[WornOutLife]

In case you leave this world for real on Monday, I wish you lots of love and eternal peace.

 

[TooMuchToBear]

In case you leave this world for real on Monday, I wish you lots of love and eternal peace.

Thanks a lot Matt! <3

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

Whatever you decide we are all here for you

 

[TooMuchToBear]

Whatever you decide we are all here for you

Thanks a lot! Hug

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

Thanks a lot! Hug

Hugs back to ya

 

[TooMuchToBear]

Hour is getting closer.
If you guys don't hear from me in a while it means I'll be on the other side. Thank you for your support.

 

[Ashley_1988]

hope you decide whats the best for you- but if you are experiencing doubts than Don´t do it. The community will be here for you .

 

[Wrennie]

I'm so grateful that you possess N as a means of self-deliverance as opposed to anything with potential for lingering consequences. If you do decide to proceed, I hope that the transition into an eternal slumber is peaceful and without any accompanying discomfort.

Much love to you

 

[Ashley_1988]

My thoughts are with you what ever u decide..I am happy if u stay - But its totally up to you..feel yourself ..

 

[it's_all_a_game]

RIP friend. Hope you find peace

 

[TooMuchToBear]

Thank you guys. Ate something light. Next is meto.
Took meto. If you don't hear from me after a while, I'll be sleeping forever. Wishing peace to all of you guys

 

[johntee23]

Yes. Depending on how "at peace" I will feel with going through. Monday morning between 8 and 11am (UTC+2).
With N.

It's the best way to go. Please reconsider if you have any hope. I have none as my health is gone. I need to CTB - preferably today.

Thank you guys. Ate something light. Next is meto.
Took meto. If you don't hear from me after a while, I'll be sleeping forever. Wishing peace to all of you guys

is this real?

 

[ThisWillNeverStop]

Thank you guys. Ate something light. Next is meto.
Took meto. If you don't hear from me after a while, I'll be sleeping forever. Wishing peace to all of you guys

Oh no.. Not you..
I'm so sorry I wasn't here to say you goodbye..
I hope you finally found peace

 

[ThisWillNeverStop]

Miss you…