I've totally messed up my whole life. Need to ctb. I! Staying somewhere new. I have the option of drowning myself in the sea. But I did that the other week, it didn't work. Cliffs nearby, but I chickened out last week when I saw the height train nearby. I'm thinking maybe that.
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FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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Whatever happens, I hope you find peace. I'm sorry that things are so hopeless. Of course it is difficult to ctb, it requires a lot of courage and we are programmed to survive after all. If it was easier I would already be gone.
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