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pony No.2

pony No.2

Pony
Oct 22, 2024
17
Hello, I've thought about ways to die, I have 3 methods in particular I want to try. I want feedback. If you think these won't work, recommend something else that might.

Poisoning, I thought about consuming cleaning supplies and chemicals in my house, and maybe getting some cyanide if I can find any. I also considered buying, or going out and looking for some highly poisonous berries, baneberry specifically. But any highly potent berry or chemical will work. Maybe enough rat poison?

Overdosing, I know this is very unlikely but I still thought about it, I keep thinking about it for some reason despite already trying it multiple times and vomiting. The plan would be to consume 6 bottles of Red Horse beer and take as many painkillers I can find, and maybe some Benadryl.

Suffocating, really considering this one, I don't know much about it, thought about the bag method. Might go with this one, not sure since I'll probably end up brain dead.
 
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Endstati0n

Member
May 10, 2026
29
All 3 methods are very slow and painful and probably will just leave you in a much worse place than now
 
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CarbonBased

CarbonBased

The Nothing
Jun 18, 2026
89
Yeah, man. Everybody says that dying from poisoning (whether it's with the help of toxic chemicals or medication overdose) is incredibly painful and largely unreliable. There is only a narrow range of chemicals that can actually kill you without much distress. As for the bag method, I'm not sure what it is but if it's just tying a bag over your head and locking your hands to prevent yourself from taking it off, then I wouldn't recommend it. I tried this before and it's just not a good experience. There are plenty of methods that you can find on this site with are much less painful and more reliable
 
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