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Crow_88

Crow_88

Experienced
Dec 30, 2024
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So I just took methadone for the first time an like wow. I totally ODed and even as I was vomitting i still felt mentally fine the whole way through and still do. I haven't felt this good fpr months. THIS is the CTB method. Even as your overdosing you feel fine! What a drug! Wow!.

Anyone know anything else about this stuff? Advice, comments, criticism?
 
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Mar 16, 2025
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It's powerful stuff, isn't it? Methadone is often overlooked in CTB discussions because it has a very unique profile. It's a long acting full opioid agonist, meaning its effects come on slower but last far longer than drugs like heroin or oxycodone. That delayed onset is why some people accidentally take too much, thinking it hasn't kicked in yet which can lead to unexpected overdose several hours later. But the euphoric clarity it brings? That's part of why it's so used in opioid programmes too.

From a CTB perspective, the appeal is minimal panic, less violence, and the sense of being mentally present even as the body begins to shut down. It also doesn't trigger the same intense nausea or respiratory panic that some fast acting methods do. That said, if someone were seriously planning with it, tolerance, dosage, and timing are key, especially since methadone builds up slowly, and death can be delayed for hours. It's also often reversible with naloxone if you're found so that has to be factored in too.

If you're going to explore more with it, take care because it's potent, unpredictable at high doses, and easy to misjudge without opioid tolerance. There is actually a video I've seen of a man dying to this over discord call and whilst it is really sad (mainly because of the fuckwits he was live on discord to as he did it laughing at him, paired with his parents finding him three days later), it made me wish I had access to it.
 
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monolog

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Oct 29, 2024
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2 grams is enough for CTB
Saw a video of a guy who used this method and he died quite peacefully, I believe it's much more painless and easier compared to SN. I am not an expert though don't take my advice
 
Crow_88

Crow_88

Experienced
Dec 30, 2024
232
It's powerful stuff, isn't it? Methadone is often overlooked in CTB discussions because it has a very unique profile. It's a long acting full opioid agonist, meaning its effects come on slower but last far longer than drugs like heroin or oxycodone. That delayed onset is why some people accidentally take too much, thinking it hasn't kicked in yet which can lead to unexpected overdose several hours later. But the euphoric clarity it brings? That's part of why it's so used in opioid programmes too.

From a CTB perspective, the appeal is minimal panic, less violence, and the sense of being mentally present even as the body begins to shut down. It also doesn't trigger the same intense nausea or respiratory panic that some fast acting methods do. That said, if someone were seriously planning with it, tolerance, dosage, and timing are key, especially since methadone builds up slowly, and death can be delayed for hours. It's also often reversible with naloxone if you're found so that has to be factored in too.

If you're going to explore more with it, take care because it's potent, unpredictable at high doses, and easy to misjudge without opioid tolerance. There is actually a video I've seen of a man dying to this over discord call and whilst it is really sad (mainly because of the fuckwits he was live on discord to as he did it laughing at him, paired with his parents finding him three days later), it made me wish I had access to it.
It is amazing stuff. I've never felt anything like it. Ah, that explains why I am still feeling it today. A full 18 hours after I originally took it. That's exactly what happened to me. The person I was with misinformed me that it came on quickly. So I took more after about 35 minutes. And ended up Oding and vomiting for hours.

But my god is it euphoric. It is one of the most potent drugs I've ever taken and it hits like a hammer. I also have no opioid access. Wow.. I can literaly feel it right now. I'm sorry though, I wish you did have access to it. It's an amazing thing.
 
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Crow_88

Crow_88

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Dec 30, 2024
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Taking it again. So nice to get away from the brain! Well i was trying to write pain and it was autocorrected to brain. Even better
 
oono

oono

Student
Aug 26, 2020
194
2 grams is enough for CTB
Saw a video of a guy who used this method and he died quite peacefully, I believe it's much more painless and easier compared to SN. I am not an expert though don't take my advice
Is drinking 2 grams enough?
 
Crow_88

Crow_88

Experienced
Dec 30, 2024
232
Is drinking 2 grams enough?
Whatever you do, be careful. This stuff is extraordinarily powerful. Numbers are good, but the reality of how intensely you OD can't be overemphasized.
 
oono

oono

Student
Aug 26, 2020
194
Whatever you do, be careful. This stuff is extraordinarily powerful. Numbers are good, but the reality of how intensely you OD can't be overemphasized.
Yes, you're right. Overdoses have always scared me because of their high percentage of waking up. That's why my number one method is "scuba," but I'm interested in this kind of method. And I think fent has a better chance of success than methadone?
 
Crow_88

Crow_88

Experienced
Dec 30, 2024
232
Yes, you're right. Overdoses have always scared me because of their high percentage of waking up. That's why my number one method is "scuba," but I'm interested in this kind of method. And I think fent has a better chance of success than methadone?
Well, I did thrown up pretty heavily. And it was pretty good feeling the whole way through. I can at least confirm that a mild OD felt okay. I have no idea how it compares against Fent, though.
 

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