Truck-kun
no regrets, only swag
- Oct 22, 2021
- 10
This was actually my first time attempting suicide, I was actually super excited when I got all the materials together. I did not research well enough (I just found SS today lol) and made many mistakes.
- I lit up the charcoal bbq using lighter fluid
- I wasn't aware of a fire alarm in the garage so I accidentally set it off with the smoke. It turned off after a little while and my dad just thought it was the neighbors. It kind of shook me up tho, so I started to get really desperate.
- Brought the charcoal bbq into a car while it was still smoking, and it hurt so much to blink and breath because it was smoke, not carbon monoxide
- Took it out of the car to let the smoke go, and brought it back in with the lid because I wasn't thinking straight and got scared of the smoke ‧º·(˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )‧º·˚
- Fell asleep and woke up 3 hours later still alive, turns out I am still alive because I did not close the car door completely
- Was still a little shaky, but I still had to clean everything up
- I accidentally left my sleeping pills pack and tape in the car, so when my dad saw the garage with the grill, charcoal, pills, tape, and smoky car the next day, he kind of pieced stuff together and got suspicious. （´＿｀）
