It was . I was honest with her . I was embarrassed but she was understanding. She called dr for advice about what I'd already swallowed. I then regretted being honest as the dr said mostly like will be no issues but still wanted me to go to a&e as a precaution. CPN tried to encourage me to go but I refused and we came to compromise that I will go to a&e if I start experiencing pain/any symptoms from it . As feeling fine physically atm, no issues. Still getting urges but not too many voices atm.
i did thank you . Thank you for your kindness. We started looking at some info on voices and it was helpful to relate to others' experiences.
I see her next week, on friday.
that makes sense, just take the coming days moment by moment. we're here for you.
Thank you so muchthat makes sense, just take the coming days moment by moment. we're here for you.
so proud of you for continuing to try even though a lot of us would agree that it's in no way easy. I keep you in my thoughts. i'm hoping they continue to do good by you this time round. hang in there.
. Nothing harmful though so doesn't make much difference. Just same thing of getting medical attention if get any pain.Both need and want.
Thank you so much both of you for your kindness. It means so much . I hope both of your days are going/gone as well as possibleI don't have the words either, just echoing @SVEN 's statement, you are special to many and I'm sending you my little cheery sunflower to put a moment of brightness in your day
None of your issues are minor at all, it sounds like you're going through hell. There's never any expectation or pressure for your to read or reply to my threads . And i understand your reasons for avoiding the SD thread so dw about me and keep avoiding it or block it if you need to , to protect yourself.
Thank you so much for all your support and encouragement.morning from the gulf coast TTD. I know you're feeling a fuck ton of things right now. I respect your need and want to go, but i'm maybe stupidly holding out hope that this can get figured out. we all want to see you better than right now. obviously expecting any of us to fully get better is ridiculous and this wonderful place wouldn't exist otherwise.
please be careful with swallowing things. do you know if you've successfully passed anything you've swallowed? not to be gross, but if things aren't passing through, there's more concern bc that alone is very unlikely to kill. hugs hugs hugs
you're so sweet, truly. thank you for being so damn thoughtful even though I knowwww you're going through it. everything feels like a virtual land mine with this shit.Thank you so much for all your support and encouragement.
No idea if passing it , only small things so most likely would miss them.
Hope you're doing as ok as possible, i know the election has been tough for you and really feel for you and everyone with some common sense in the US right now
That there's a system that controls the world. I'm a glitch in the system, which leads to a series of a catastrophic errors. Many will die unless I follow the system's orders including ctb
Thank you so muchyou're so sweet, truly. thank you for being so damn thoughtful even though I knowwww you're going through it. everything feels like a virtual land mine with this shit.
I always have space for you, anytime. try to stay hydrated so things keep moving, as much as you are able to
always here if you ever want to chat too .
You probably know this but it's a condition called Pica. Often caused by dietary deficiencies although obviously it's different for you. Are you managing to eat food as well and drink plenty of fluids? I hope you have a better day today. Hey, it's the weekend!!! xxxxThat there's a system that controls the world. I'm a glitch in the system, which leads to a series of a catastrophic errors. Many will die unless I follow the system's orders including ctb
Thank you so much
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Was determined to give my body a break today, nearly did it, was less than half hour to midnight gave in again ffs.
I guess try again tomorrow, all I can do. I feel so stupid, most people stop swallowing crap when they're a toddler.
My first time was 5 days ago yet done it daily since and i still don't fully understand why. It's all i can think about all day . It's not the things they told me to so need to move onto that . 'Tested' enough. It's stupid and pathetic.
Bless you. You must be exhausted. You've been dealing with all this for so long. And it doesn't seem like you get any let-up in which to rest. I wish your team would let you try some meds to just see if you can have a bit of a break. I know they're still assessing but surely they could give you something to at least let you sleep. Maybe your life seems pointless to you right now but I can tell you now you will be very missed on here if you go. I hope you have a decent sleep tonight xxxxx
They did ask a couple weeks ago if I wanted to book in to see psych to discuss possibility of meds but said i wasnt sure so they've left it for now. I could ask it wanted but don't want to take any meds and my sleep isn't too bad atm, most nights I get enough for me.
They're talking about the disasters to do with their existence, they're talking about change... Can you not read the meaning in the art of their words?
Sorry but there's no deeper meaning, it's just my reality and I have to die
Opposite of inspirational . I promise you that I am evil and the world is falling apart because of me.
