Today in the morning, I had my first experience with meditation. It was not the usual one, with spirituality and all that stuff, I'm an agnostic and that wouldn't work for me. Instead, I listened to an atheist guy who you probably know, Sam Harris, talking for 8 minutes, guiding me on what to do and I somehow, was able to be focused and control my thoughts and emotions.
I will check the resources on this thread too. I think meditation and mindfulness might really help me and before I ctb, I wanna try out all the options I have in this goddamn life.