Meaningless Existence

[Dr.FrostiePhD]

I am new here and just thought I'd share my pain. To me this life is meaningless and without purpose, everyday I wake up eat, go to work, feel stressed, eat more, sleep, and repeat the cycle endlessly. Its just a constant repeat of infinite suffering and sorrow. Everyday I sit and ponder more on my hope and plot to one day end this cycle so I no longer have to endure this meaningless and futile existence in this world. I have no fear of death or the afterlife. If there is a God then he does not care for us or any of his creation. I've tried countless times to try ease my pain. Therapy, counseling, and multiple religions. None of it helps, its all just like life, pointless. Soon I plan to end it all, I do not know what method but I hope by being here I can learn and discover a way. I just want it all to end so that I can end this cycle.

 

[CoolGuy9]

The fact that life has no meaning isn't a bad thing. You just have to live your life in a way that makes you happy. Ofcourse if you can't do that then ctb is a valid option. That is atleast how I see it.

 

[GeorgeJL]

I am new here and just thought I'd share my pain. To me this life is meaningless and without purpose, everyday I wake up eat, go to work, feel stressed, eat more, sleep, and repeat the cycle endlessly. Its just a constant repeat of infinite suffering and sorrow. Everyday I sit and ponder more on my hope and plot to one day end this cycle so I no longer have to endure this meaningless and futile existence in this world. I have no fear of death or the afterlife. If there is a God then he does not care for us or any of his creation. I've tried countless times to try ease my pain. Therapy, counseling, and multiple religions. None of it helps, its all just like life, pointless. Soon I plan to end it all, I do not know what method but I hope by being here I can learn and discover a way. I just want it all to end so that I can end this cycle.

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[FTL.Wanderer]

I am new here and just thought I'd share my pain. To me this life is meaningless and without purpose, everyday I wake up eat, go to work, feel stressed, eat more, sleep, and repeat the cycle endlessly. Its just a constant repeat of infinite suffering and sorrow. Everyday I sit and ponder more on my hope and plot to one day end this cycle so I no longer have to endure this meaningless and futile existence in this world. I have no fear of death or the afterlife. If there is a God then he does not care for us or any of his creation. I've tried countless times to try ease my pain. Therapy, counseling, and multiple religions. None of it helps, its all just like life, pointless. Soon I plan to end it all, I do not know what method but I hope by being here I can learn and discover a way. I just want it all to end so that I can end this cycle.

Amen.

The fact that life has no meaning isn't a bad thing. You just have to live your life in a way that makes you happy. Ofcourse if you can't do that then ctb is a valid option. That is atleast how I see it.

Wow.

 

[throwaway123]

I am new here and just thought I'd share my pain. To me this life is meaningless and without purpose, everyday I wake up eat, go to work, feel stressed, eat more, sleep, and repeat the cycle endlessly. Its just a constant repeat of infinite suffering and sorrow. Everyday I sit and ponder more on my hope and plot to one day end this cycle so I no longer have to endure this meaningless and futile existence in this world. I have no fear of death or the afterlife. If there is a God then he does not care for us or any of his creation. I've tried countless times to try ease my pain. Therapy, counseling, and multiple religions. None of it helps, its all just like life, pointless. Soon I plan to end it all, I do not know what method but I hope by being here I can learn and discover a way. I just want it all to end so that I can end this cycle.

I can relate. The reason most people are alive is because they are afraid of the alternative: Death

 

[LivingToLong]

The fact that life has no meaning isn't a bad thing.

indeed not. In fact, one can take that very point and turn it around; no, life has no point... so you can do whatever you damned well like! Make it up, free style your existence. Live a totally hedonistic* life if you so wish - because it doesn't matter!

To the OP: Have you thought of breaking out of the endless cycle? Are there circumstances that lock you into it? We often put barriers in our own way (for a multitude of understandable reasons) and changing things can sometimes be simply a matter of deciding too.

* other lifestyles are available

 

[Ch92921]

The fact that life has no meaning isn't a bad thing. You just have to live your life in a way that makes you happy. Ofcourse if you can't do that then ctb is a valid option. That is atleast how I see it.

I see it the same.

 

[CoolGuy9]

I can relate. The reason most people are alive is because they are afraid of the alternative: Death

I would have to disagree with that. Atleast from personal experience most people seem to live lives where they get to enjoy their friends company and have hobbies that they enjoy and live their lives in a way that brings them happiness. Sadly not everyone gets that live.

 

[ForestLove]

That's why I wanna be a tree. At least i will feel useful and no harm to Mother Nature.

 

[Roberto]

I am new here and just thought I'd share my pain. To me this life is meaningless and without purpose, everyday I wake up eat, go to work, feel stressed, eat more, sleep, and repeat the cycle endlessly. Its just a constant repeat of infinite suffering and sorrow. Everyday I sit and ponder more on my hope and plot to one day end this cycle so I no longer have to endure this meaningless and futile existence in this world. I have no fear of death or the afterlife. If there is a God then he does not care for us or any of his creation. I've tried countless times to try ease my pain. Therapy, counseling, and multiple religions. None of it helps, its all just like life, pointless. Soon I plan to end it all, I do not know what method but I hope by being here I can learn and discover a way. I just want it all to end so that I can end this cycle.

Love normally gives a reason. Don't you have a partner? Other ways to give sense is working in something that you love.
Don't get me wrong. I think and see the world just like you and that is why I want to ctb.
I'm sorry for your suffer. A big hug!! :-)
I recommend to see the wiki of the site over SN (You will see what is it when you enter). It is quite cheap.

 

[Xaphous]

My life is meaningless, I can't find a job since I live in the worst area for employment in England. 300 jobs since January applied for, no response. Qualifications are meaningless. SO without a job why embarrass myself trying to get a relationship? Never had one and probably never will, not that I have a fucking chance anyway. Oh and no social life.

 

[Roberto]

My life is meaningless, I can't find a job since I live in the worst area for employment in England. 300 jobs since January applied for, no response. Qualifications are meaningless. SO without a job why embarrass myself trying to get a relationship? Never had one and probably never will, not that I have a fucking chance anyway. Oh and no social life.

Yes. It's my life.