In my opinion, absolutely everything is completely meaningless. The idea that anything has a meaning is a delusion. I do find death to be comforting, as I believe there is nothing after this. The thought of never having to experience anything ever again and being free of all suffering is a wonderful thought to me. Life is just a pointless experience that we go through for the sake of it. I belong in the eternal nothingness, I deserve so much better than an empty existence, I deserve the peace that death brings.