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crea_the_hopeless

crea_the_hopeless

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Feb 26, 2019
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I wish you both a peaceful journey :heart:
 
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EBEN30

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Jan 12, 2019
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Thank you all the support means so much to us, if anyone has SI advice feel free to offer them

I think just evaluate why you're doing this, have a long think about what has brought you to this point and decision.

Meditation also helps and just giving yourself reaffirming thoughts and reassurance.

What is it you're struggling with specifically are you scared of the method and the dying process or are you having second thoughts on whether it's something you want to do or not?

It's never weak to back out or postpone, these things can wait. If it's second thoughts then there's no rush at all to do this and nobody will think less of you for making that decision.

If it's the method and dying process I just think you have to meditate and focus on the fact that six people have been observed by EI and the method is said tobe peaceful. Take your time and talk it through you with partner, there's no rush or time constraints here.

It's best that whatever decision you make is right for YOU as an individual and that you can find peace and comfort in whatever decision you choose to make.
 
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Azzy69

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have u taken it?
 
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Meant2Die

Meant2Die

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Nov 8, 2019
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Taking the SN in 3hours from now. Going to measure the doses out in an hour and take the other meds as per the regime following the next hour after that.

They said they were taking it "in 3 hrs" (4pm US Eastern time) 4 hours and 20 mins ago (its 8:20pm now) according to my time stamps.. I hope nothing went wrong, like someone interrupting somehow . It's weird they just went missing so suddenly without a word.

If they did take it and it went right, they should be passed out by now.
 
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NeCkDeEp

NeCkDeEp

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Nov 30, 2019
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Yeah I hope they're ok!!
 
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MissNietzsche

MissNietzsche

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They said they were taking it "in 3 hrs" (4pm US Eastern time) 4 hours and 20 mins ago (its 8:20pm now) according to my time stamps.. I hope nothing went wrong, like someone interrupting somehow . It's weird they just went missing so suddenly without a word.

If they did take it and it went right, they should be passed out by now.

They said that, but they also replied past the three hour mark, with solutions they still had to make..so.. :/
 
crea_the_hopeless

crea_the_hopeless

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Feb 26, 2019
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I guess they ctb. They're banned now. May they Rest In Peace <3
 
MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

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Sep 9, 2019
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wow- I didn't think banning happened so quick/ automatically with a goodbye thread- as they didn't say they had even taken in yet& in fact where expressing a little doubt still due to SI....and given they were so detailed before I feel like they would have shared when they were just about to take it?! well whatever happened...I hope they are either ok or at peace.
 
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MissNietzsche

MissNietzsche

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wow- I didn't think banning happened so quick/ automatically with a goodbye thread- as they didn't say they had even taken in yet& in fact where expressing a little doubt still due to SI....and given they were so detailed before I feel like they would have shared when they were just about to take it?! well whatever happened...I hope they are either ok or at peace.

I completely agree with this..but that's how this site always works rip
 
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Stan

Stan

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Aug 29, 2019
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Might have self banned. Hope they went peacefully in the comfort of each other
 
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Azzy69

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hopefully it went well
 
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Time

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Nov 10, 2019
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I hope everything went as smoothly & peacefully as possible. That's just beautiful that they found each other. :heart: :hug:
 
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mediocre

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Nov 9, 2019
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I hope you both are at peace now :heart:
 
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Ironweed

Ironweed

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Nov 9, 2019
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May you have both found the peace you sought.
 
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6ixxy

6ixxy

I sank so she could swim
Apr 26, 2019
273
Damn who's cutting onions this early in the morning?!
all jokes aside praying that everything went to plan and you're both at peace now:heart:
 
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Azzy69

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man this ctb really touched me and i miss them dearly
 
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omoidarui

omoidarui

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Apr 30, 2019
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tht pic reminds me of the film

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hope they're at peace, wherever they are.
 
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hope they are found peace and are happily reunited forever wherever they may be
UFgW5b
 
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LMLN

LMLN

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Aug 10, 2019
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I hope they are at peace whatever they decided. It is strange that the posts stopped.
 
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JSauter

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Oct 14, 2019
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I don't understand the rationale of banning people immediately. What if they fail and want to come back to tell about their experience?
 
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JSauter

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Oct 14, 2019
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Ban appeal.

People act like doing a ban appeal is a huge inconvenience.

I imagine a great deal of simple things turn into huge inconveniences, physical and psychological pains, and problems when you've failed a suicide attempt. Why add another barrier in there. In my opinion, bans ought not be so immediate. Wait a day or two.
 
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SinisterKid

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It is done to protect the users account, simple as that.
 
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Nem

Nem

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Sep 3, 2018
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Hope they found peace❤️
 
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Shakespear's Brother

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Why add another barrier in there.
What barrier, though? If a person is able to run back here to post, they can post a ban appeal just as well.

The need for instantaneous, unimpeded gratification is absurd.
 
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JSauter

Experienced
Oct 14, 2019
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What barrier, though? If a person is able to run back here to post, they can post a ban appeal just as well.

The need for instantaneous, unimpeded gratification is absurd.


You can't imagine a person dealing with the after-trauma of a failed suicide attempt, trudging him/herself over back to the forum, in a haze of guilt, pain, and disappointment only to find that they'd need to contact a mod for an appellate process instead of making a simple post? Personally, I'd just not even go through with it. I don't see anything about 'instant gratification' in this scenario.
 
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MeltingHeart

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You can't imagine a person dealing with the after-trauma of a failed suicide attempt, trudging him/herself over back to the forum, in a haze of guilt, pain, and disappointment only to find that they'd need to contact a mod for an appellate process instead of making a simple post? Personally, I'd just not even go through with it. I don't see anything about 'instant gratification' in this scenario.
I at first I questioned why this one seemed to happen a little quicker than some others, but i do get the ban generally, say you are just so caught up in the process (which ever method) you might not do a 'final'-- final post on yr thread...you may have felt you've said enough and want to get on with it...then if you become unconscious...you may pass away...and family or authorities may be able to see/access yr account and everything you have posted etc, now this would be even worse if you failed yr attempt!! imagine having to deal with that yr families they may be able to see all/ everything bad u might have said about them Or just yr life in general (they will either be really angry or really upset) & they might see things related to yr considered methods-thereby preventing u the future etc...also of course bad for the site...just bad all round...would actually be the most stressful thing to deal with after an attempt-much more so than just logging on-on doing un-ban.
 
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crea_the_hopeless

crea_the_hopeless

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Feb 26, 2019
95
It is done to protect the users account, simple as that.
I can understand that. But they were supposed to come back to update us. Why didn't we wait for the update. We never even knew if they drank the solution. Most goodbye posts, at least, gets to that point. It did feel a little rushed. But hopefully they were successful and they've found peace.
 
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6ixxy

6ixxy

I sank so she could swim
Apr 26, 2019
273
I can understand that. But they were supposed to come back to update us. Why didn't we wait for the update. We never even knew if they drank the solution. Most goodbye posts, at least, gets to that point. It did feel a little rushed. But hopefully they were successful and they've found peace.
'They' weren't supposed to do anything, they didn't have an obligation to come back and let us know how it went and you should respect that.
 
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crea_the_hopeless

crea_the_hopeless

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Feb 26, 2019
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'They' weren't supposed to do anything, they didn't have an obligation to come back and let us know how it went and you should respect that.
Lol I know that. I'm not that dumb or insensitive. I never said they had to. Maybe I should've used better words. But they did say they were going to update us and that didn't happen. They could've changed their minds. That's fine. But the ban felt a little rushed. That's my point. Go argue over semantics with someone else.
 
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