Did anyone tried MDMA? I did it a few times. It's like going on a vacation in your head. If depression is the reason to ctb then I recommend to use it once before you ctb. It might help in lowering the depression a little.
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I used some MDA about 50 years ago. I assume it is similar to MDMA. It was $40 an ounce in powder form and tasted very bad. However, it was a mellow high. I don't know about any long term effects and if it were legal, I don't know if people might come to have an unhealthy dependence on it. I do not know of a reason it could not be used as a sort of "in case of emergency break glass" option to deal with depression.
Shivali
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- Jun 9, 2022
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Yes I tried it and it was really beautyful because my heavy depressiv personality vanished for a little while. Try it out 
It's worked on me two times out of eight…probably because of my shoddy brain chemistry. I highly recommend it. Check health and safety
NoLightRemains
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- Sep 26, 2021
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MDMA for me was one night of pure bliss, followed by months of worsened depression. Works for some, but not others
Lauriso
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- Jul 26, 2022
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When I take speed I also feel totally freed of all depression and suicidality. I can sense beauty in everything, and life feels so fresh. It's a pity all amphetamines are cross-tolerant and I develop tolerance super quickly. I have to take week between doses which means 6 days of misery for 1 day of happiness.
I am curious to try ayahuasca and / or kambo. It is supposed to be similar to dmt.
Ayahuasca is longer than DMT and dare I say stronger as an experience. I tried DMT twice and I don't think I smoked it right but all I saw was weird shapes for a bit. Ayahuasca is a long trip.
Kambo I thought I never would then I got so I'll that I did. It did help me a bit. I could not eat at all and after one trip I could eat.
Kambo I thought I never would then I got so I'll that I did. It did help me a bit. I could not eat at all and after one trip I could eat.
Lauriso
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- Jul 26, 2022
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I've had an Ayahuasca journey with a proper shaman which was probably the most intense experience of my life. I (almost) literally understood the reason for existence and the nature of god. It's very, very out there. But can also result in a hellish trip if not done properly. Respect, preparation, humility, and precaution are key.
I've booked to have another retreat in September. It can be literally life-changing.
Regrets
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- Aug 7, 2022
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I took it 5 years ago, I felt the strongest happiness I`ve ever felt all my life, then the following day depression got even worse.
Wow, that's is amazing! This is the experience I am hoping to get.
PaperGodzilla
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- Mar 20, 2022
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Idk about MDMA, i have ADHD so i got easily hooked up on drugs, i already quit tobacco and alcohol and it was difficult so i will probably never try, since it is very addictive and i know friends who got hooked up in the past. But in some context, like medically supervised (to help with withdrawal and so) if i have the opportunity why not
MDA is more of a psychedelic. I do not recommend psychedelics in general.
True, the comedown can be nasty. Being well prepared helps. Use pure mdma powder, 100 mg, don't combine with alcohol or other drugs, don't use it in groups but preferable with 1 or 2 friends and drink enough water (not to much). Sorry it didn't work out for you.
It's not a addictive drug because you have to wait for about a month to get the same effect. Some people abuse it but that's just stupid.
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Niko66
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- Dec 6, 2021
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I would be wary of this. The comedown from it is hellish depression. I am totally on board with trying it before you die because it'd pure bliss but until we get therapeutic settings I wouldn't exactly put it on the recovery menu of drugs.
Personally in hindsight I believe it made my life seem even duller and less worth living and I used it only 3 times with long time between each. I would still say it's an experience any one should get in their lifetime but for recovery it's more of a far shot than likely to help if you ask me.
Personally in hindsight I believe it made my life seem even duller and less worth living and I used it only 3 times with long time between each. I would still say it's an experience any one should get in their lifetime but for recovery it's more of a far shot than likely to help if you ask me.
gottablast888
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- Apr 15, 2022
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did it a few times years ago now its cut with too much shit i wouldnt trust it . i heard it can be therapeutic. but whenever i took it i only had fun on it and felt very depressed the following week. i think it can help with addiction, i think its one of those drugs that does a lil rewiring of the brain. i woke up and didnt want cigarettes and didnt smoke for years after taking the m
It's on the forefront of current 'psychedelic' therapy, especially for PTSD. Maybe you can get some information from the current Netflix series with Michael Pollan.
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Watch How to Change Your Mind | Netflix Official Site
Author Michael Pollan leads the way in this docuseries exploring the history and uses of psychedelics, including LSD, psilocybin, MDMA and mescaline.
Euthanza
Self Righteous Suicide
- Jun 9, 2022
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DMT is psychoactive properties of plants; while MDMA is most potent stimulant synthesized from MethAmphetamine synthesized from Amphetamine, all created in labs.
I just wonder why there aren't many people CTB with MDMA? I think it's easier to take 20 pills molly rather than injecting Cocaine (assuming stimulant can be used to CTB since Fentanyl + Cocaine is the deadliest)
I just wonder why there aren't many people CTB with MDMA? I think it's easier to take 20 pills molly rather than injecting Cocaine (assuming stimulant can be used to CTB since Fentanyl + Cocaine is the deadliest)
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Using it once or twice in a short period should be fine, but if you abuse it too much in a short period like I have the comedowns can be riddled with depressive and suicidal thoughts for the following days. Recommended amount is once every three months at most, though it is always better to abstain. The high is an amazing break from depression, but it can also become an escape that spirals into something worse.
jodes2
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I used it when I was 17, loved dancing with it. Tried to get some on the dark net recently but they were duds
