Tonight I want to break my phone, runaway and kill myself. Maybe ill jump off my local high-rise, or maybe jump from the bridge just above the Mississippi River. I'm tired. I'm tired of living. Tired if being tired. Tired if feeling empty every fucking day.
Either I will break my phone and CTB, break my phone and admit myself, or idk, just keep living the same meaningless and empty life. We will see.
I wish suicide was like in thr movies. They cut away from the suicidal character to the bubbly one, then poof, suddenly your watching the bubbly character cry from a phone call and enter the funeral scene.
I wish I never knew what existence felt like
Either I will break my phone and CTB, break my phone and admit myself, or idk, just keep living the same meaningless and empty life. We will see.
I wish suicide was like in thr movies. They cut away from the suicidal character to the bubbly one, then poof, suddenly your watching the bubbly character cry from a phone call and enter the funeral scene.
I wish I never knew what existence felt like
