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Windrunner

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Feb 11, 2020
3
It's unreal how much anxiety I have. I have a tick in my right arm where I clench it due to so much stress, and it hurts.
I'm sorry I don't have a good story to tell, but I know no one can fix my life, I'm in short doomed to suffer.
I wish my economic troubles would just go away.
All i want is a little house by a lake, a fireplace, and a bookcase. You can keep everything else. But it's just a dream. Reality is suffering.
Considering the amount of stress and depression I have, I'll probably die when I hit 40 or something, my body is likely devastated.
 
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Epsilon0

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Dec 28, 2019
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Hello there @Windrunner!

You don't need a "good story", you are so very welcome to this forum as you are. My heart goes out to you for feeling so much anxiety... Just wanted to say that.
 
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Windrunner

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Feb 11, 2020
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Hello there @Windrunner!

You don't need a "good story", you are so very welcome to this forum as you are. My heart goes out to you for feeling so much anxiety... Just wanted to say that.
Thank you. Your kind words are much appreciated. I hope your day is going well.
 
Defenestrator

Defenestrator

Experienced
Jan 17, 2020
284
Welcome to the forum. You almost quoted buddha there; life is indeed suffering. :hug:
 
waterbottleman

waterbottleman

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Sep 30, 2019
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It's unreal how much anxiety I have. I have a tick in my right arm where I clench it due to so much stress, and it hurts.
I'm sorry I don't have a good story to tell, but I know no one can fix my life, I'm in short doomed to suffer.
I wish my economic troubles would just go away.
All i want is a little house by a lake, a fireplace, and a bookcase. You can keep everything else. But it's just a dream. Reality is suffering.
Considering the amount of stress and depression I have, I'll probably die when I hit 40 or something, my body is likely devastated.

No need for a good story, we welcome everyone here to express their feelings
 
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Windrunner

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Feb 11, 2020
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Welcome to the forum. You almost quoted buddha there; life is indeed suffering. :hug:
I agree! I wish I could be as carefree about life as Buddha was, but then again, he had friends, free time, decent food, people to talk to and who listened, and was respected and never abused or punched or yelled at - at least never for years at a time.
 

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