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noname223
Angelic
- Aug 18, 2020
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I see this happening with many people. Many people I went to school with gain A LOT of weight. I am quite obsessvie about my weight. I have atypical anorexia and I am obsessed about not gaining weight. In school I was very obese, I was bullied a lot and it traumatized me. Though I lost a lot of weight and now I am thin.
Though for many people the opposite happens. I think many people who I went to school with gained a lot of weight. My theory is: as a person who grows up they needed a lot of calories and they could eat whatever they wanted without gaining weight. But this time period is over for them. I had to learn discipline in order to lose weight. Others have not learned that lesson.
I think some of them don't really care about the weight gain. I think mostly about young men. I am not sure but I have the theory that in the past their parents restricted the access to unhealthy food. My parents never did that. And now as adults they don't have any restrictions anymore.
I am worried. The older I get the more difficult it gets to maintain my weiight. And I am doing insane stuff to achieve this goal. I took one specific medication for one year. I needed it. It slowed down my metabolism extremely. And I only ate very healthy food and only very low amounts. I was hungry 24/7 one year long. Lol. It was kind of torture.
There are many variables but my problems concerning weight seem to get worse. The metabolism usually slows down when one ages. I think I will have atypical anorexia till I die. And I might have to take some other medication and the starving period will repeat.
Though for many people the opposite happens. I think many people who I went to school with gained a lot of weight. My theory is: as a person who grows up they needed a lot of calories and they could eat whatever they wanted without gaining weight. But this time period is over for them. I had to learn discipline in order to lose weight. Others have not learned that lesson.
I think some of them don't really care about the weight gain. I think mostly about young men. I am not sure but I have the theory that in the past their parents restricted the access to unhealthy food. My parents never did that. And now as adults they don't have any restrictions anymore.
I am worried. The older I get the more difficult it gets to maintain my weiight. And I am doing insane stuff to achieve this goal. I took one specific medication for one year. I needed it. It slowed down my metabolism extremely. And I only ate very healthy food and only very low amounts. I was hungry 24/7 one year long. Lol. It was kind of torture.
There are many variables but my problems concerning weight seem to get worse. The metabolism usually slows down when one ages. I think I will have atypical anorexia till I die. And I might have to take some other medication and the starving period will repeat.
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