
kit2345
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- Aug 27, 2025
- 2
im not diagnosed with bipolar i dont know whats going on im so scared someoje please help i feel like i cant tell anyone my friends arr starting to get like off put by me i dont know who to reach out to i think im driving them away please im sorryl im normally so good at being level headed and not being weird
I keep messing up and somehow saying weirf things
I dont inow how long its been since ive eaten but i think 2 days?? Idk. I should go eat but i dont want to get out of my room. I canr sleep at night either
I need advice i need comfort please tell me im not ctazy please tell me im gonna be okay this is humiliating i dont know what to do at all
i dont know what to do i dont knkle anymrke nobody really supports oeople with me tal illness nobdoy gets it nobody eill ever get it i feel so alone im scared i keep going from totally chill to freaking the fuck out i dont know what to do i dont want to get sent to the mental hospital again
I dont have a plan yet but its always on my mind
Maybe im just doomed
Nobdoy want s to be around someone ehos negative and being weird like this its driving me insane when i think ab it nobody likes people who are constantly negative ive tried everything ive tried so hard to fix it im a younf adult ik i have so much time but im so scared
i dont even know anymkre i have to go to school tmr while im like this i cant tell anyone im scared to reach out for help ive only yold my friends and theyre just weird ab it well mayve theyre not i dojt know anything im so embarrassed about literally everything
I was always there for my best friend of 5 years when he got upset and had episodes and was hallucinating and now hes not understanding me hes not being there for me it feels like i dont know i think hes judging me i feel like weirdl y self aware bc ik im being like so irrational i know im having an episode and its all in my head but i am just watching this all happen in 4k basically
I keep messing up and somehow saying weirf things
I dont inow how long its been since ive eaten but i think 2 days?? Idk. I should go eat but i dont want to get out of my room. I canr sleep at night either
I need advice i need comfort please tell me im not ctazy please tell me im gonna be okay this is humiliating i dont know what to do at all
i dont know what to do i dont knkle anymrke nobody really supports oeople with me tal illness nobdoy gets it nobody eill ever get it i feel so alone im scared i keep going from totally chill to freaking the fuck out i dont know what to do i dont want to get sent to the mental hospital again
I dont have a plan yet but its always on my mind
Maybe im just doomed
Nobdoy want s to be around someone ehos negative and being weird like this its driving me insane when i think ab it nobody likes people who are constantly negative ive tried everything ive tried so hard to fix it im a younf adult ik i have so much time but im so scared
i dont even know anymkre i have to go to school tmr while im like this i cant tell anyone im scared to reach out for help ive only yold my friends and theyre just weird ab it well mayve theyre not i dojt know anything im so embarrassed about literally everything
I was always there for my best friend of 5 years when he got upset and had episodes and was hallucinating and now hes not understanding me hes not being there for me it feels like i dont know i think hes judging me i feel like weirdl y self aware bc ik im being like so irrational i know im having an episode and its all in my head but i am just watching this all happen in 4k basically
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