Venting Making a bucket list

[Codename_Joryu]

I've thought about it for a while and decided that I just can't go on anymore. My life is in fucking ruins and I will never get better. I fucked up everything I possibly could, my mental illness took everything from me when I was a child and left me with nothing as an adult. I have no future, no one who actually cares about me and nothing that is worth living for. Every day I live with regret and constant thoughts "what if?". By the day I suffer terrible heart aches, and by the night I'm haunted by never ending nightmares. That's why I decided that I'm just gonna kill myself once I do everything that I wanted to do. I don't know how long it will take me, but I will do it, I've never been so sure of it in my life than I am now.

The list is on my profile and I'll be constantly crossing things out as I'll do them, if you are interested then you can check it out.

Also if you have any suggestions, I'm open to hear them.

 

[Whenhewhenyeah]

Since that bucket list sounds like a long-term thing, why don't you add learning a skill in there? Cooking or getting half decent at art will feel really fulfilling in the end

 

[Codename_Joryu]

Since that bucket list sounds like a long-term thing, why don't you add learning a skill in there? Cooking or getting half decent at art will feel really fulfilling in the end

Does learning a new language counts?

 

[Whenhewhenyeah]

Does learning a new language counts?

A really good choice, I'm guessing it is Japanese

Eitherway it is a great choice

 

[Codename_Joryu]

A really good choice, I'm guessing it is Japanese

Eitherway it is a great choice

I was thinking more about russian tbh