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pechaberry

pechaberry

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Apr 29, 2026
64
31F. I really like reading and video games. I play guild wars 2, Pokémon, and overwatch mostly. Sometimes I pick up random farming games too. I like to read comics (girly ones mainly manwha) and I like to commiserate about how much I want the fake romantic love female writers make while watching dramas haha. I like to make art but lately I've been too depressed to even think about it. It'd be nice to just have a friend. Not interested in romance please don't message me for that. I also might be an alcoholic I don't know. If you want to have a drink and play games or something let me know. Or if you wanna talk about dramas/books. Sorry I'm rambling.
 
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blueqnq

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May 31, 2025
39
Hi I am looking friend and I am 27 years old guy living in cool place of texas you know.

I were thinking try one final journey for to fix sadness and depression by you know going for trip to Mexico for ibogaine for I read ibogaine has healed people you know. You can also try ibogaine therapy.

If ibogaine no work I am going to use plan to drink for sodium nitrite for suicide you know.

If you interested for traveling together as friends, please reply.
 
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buriedinmyhead

buriedinmyhead

If pain can purify the heart, mine will be pure
Mar 24, 2026
82
F20 from the US. Very shy, so I'm nervous about reaching out to people directly. Pretty into Star Trek, though I don't have much time to watch it these days. Studying to be a nurse (assuming I love that long hahaha). I can get pretty strong mood swings, going from feeling on top of the world to wanting to kill myself in the most violent way possible. I'm not comfortable doing any vc, just cool with chatting from time to time.
 
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SomeoneHelpMe

HamsterLover
Jun 22, 2025
23
Hello everybody!
Looking for Friends, I am Female, 22 from Germany.
I Love Hamsters, and like playing all kinds of Games. I got a few consoles.
Decided to CTB soon, and wanna Talk a Bit before. I was First diagnosed with Depression at age 10/11. Suffer from multiple different mental illnesses and personalitiy disorders.
I Like Anime, Art and Music.
I also SH.
 
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eladeselasol99

eladeselasol99

trapped
Mar 3, 2026
16
M30 majestic at tiktok doomscrolling, great knowledge of memes. Still playing roblox because my nieces force me to. Specifically into suicide humor to cope. Yes i know im an unc but hit me up about anything please i beg you😭🙏🏻
 
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catbunny

catbunny

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Jun 19, 2024
52
I'm Cat, just looking for someone to talk or listen i guess.

I like video games (mostly pjsk and 3DS), music (k-pop + indie/pop punk), and I draw sometimes. I'm into manga/anime/vocaloid/etc.. idk. I'm a bit shy at first but I warm up (i guess). I can be childish sometimes.

I hard to deal with this alone so I'm hoping to find someone to talk with regularly. Idk.

Feel free to dm me if you're interested. Or if comfortable I'm available on discord too (I guess).

Thank you so much.
 
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Imausername

Imausername

Mentally Tortured
Feb 15, 2026
32
Hi. Could I make a UK friend from here please. I'm 26f uk decided to CTB dependent on how my issue develops. Planning on exit bag. Hobbies and stuff.. Honestly I've been so Down I mostly scroll tiktok only that's all now. Sorry I'm a little boring and don't know what to post.
 
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voirpoet.

voirpoet.

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May 14, 2024
34
18f US looking for friends, currently in college. i have bp2. i like reading and games planning to ctb via full suspension. i don't edate btw
 
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ChemicallyCalm

ChemicallyCalm

I Still Don't Know Where Everything Went
Nov 24, 2018
63
Hellooo, 28F she/they pronouns, UK. planning to ctb eventually but would love some friends in the meantime cos life is stressful and hard to deal with alone so i'd love a friend i can talk to regularly, maybe even a group to hang out with?
i like video games and would happily try and play stuff with people, i play a lot of FFXIV (NA datacenter, I'm omni-100 up to date with the story) but yeah i'll play anything. (pc & xbox)
I love music, especially The Garden, Puzzle, Enjoy and Radiohead so we could sit in a spotify jam or something and I have discord if anyones comfy which i would check more than here, we can vc and screenshare to watch stuff whatever really or tiktok where we could send each other silly stuff, i'm most active on discord.
i'm super anxious so you'd have to initiate but i should warm up after a lil while.

open to friends of any gender over 21, just don't hit on me for romance i'm not emotionally available in that way and just don't wanna deal with that for several reasons.
 
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WrathfulGloom32

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Oct 12, 2024
1,186
23MTF europe
Vegan, asexual, anti-cruelty, RADFeminist.
If you want to maybe chat. I chat a lot. :D
A bit insane though.
 
Mirelight

Mirelight

Just going through life's motions
May 21, 2024
265
21M US
Undergrad student CS major, I usually try to study whenever I can but work and just life in general gets in the way a lot.
Used to not like my major much but been able to appreciate it more and more, tho it's gloom and doom for me financially and health wise so it has only helped slightly.
I'm not looking to actively ctb, I recently tried opening up a bit with my parents and the crash out was pretty heavy... so I'm not looking to die before them at least, the guilt there is too much, tho I don't know if it's just another excuse due to SI. It's a recent event so I still need to process it a bit.
I'm usually present on discord, am opening to chatting there if you would like to :)
 

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