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DonLockwood

DonLockwood

Actor
Jan 22, 2026
42
19f australia
doomer neet,, i used 2 b hikikomori but i'm trying my best 2 go outside these days...
unfortunately, i don't have many hobbies but i have all the time in the world 2 rot on vc w u or listen 2 u yap
im a diagnosed autist so mind me if i act off lulz,, im also completely amoral so i will never judge u evr
please pm me or reply to this if you cant (i cant pm 4 some reason :C),, i need friends so bad.. bonus points if u live in australia
edit: realisin now that i dont hv enough posts 2 pm so my 'cord is degemerald and im followin anyone im interested in befriending so dont mind that xD
Hey there, I got your follow. I cant DM you cause of the message limit unfortunately. More than happy to talk when you get to enough posts.
 
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uklad38

Student
Mar 27, 2026
111
Hi all, been on here a while. I'm from the UK but currently in Ireland for a while.

Close to CBTing so if anyone in here is in a similar situation and considering or using sn would love to chat about the method etc.
 
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little cabin

Au bout
Apr 18, 2026
9
Bonjour, j'ai 37 ans, je suis française et je vis depuis huit ans dans une cabane en pleine nature, sans eau courante ni électricité. À l'époque, je pensais qu'en me concentrant sur l'essentiel, je m'en sortirais. Finalement, mes problèmes de santé mentale m'empêchent d'agir, et cela reste très difficile. Je suis constamment tiraillée entre mes passions et la nécessité de joindre les deux bouts en acceptant des emplois qui ne me correspondent pas. Résultat : je n'arrive pas à me décider. Je suis passionnée par la sculpture sur bois et sur verre, mais lors de mes fréquentes et intenses crises de dépression, je suis incapable de faire quoi que ce soit. N'ayant pas fait de longues études, mes connaissances et mes compétences sont limitées. Je m'intéresse actuellement à la psychonutrition, car je crois qu'elle a un impact sur notre santé mentale. Je suis une femme, je vis seule avec mon chien et j'aime la nature. J'ai beaucoup de conflits avec mon entourage, hier comme aujourd'hui. Je souffre peut-être d'un trouble de la personnalité limite. Merci à celles et ceux qui m'ont lue.İngilizce bir kelime bile bilmiyorum ve bir foruma ilk defa giriyorum.
 
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SD2007

SD2007

Member
Apr 19, 2026
6
M18 Ireland

Starting University next year. (Possibly in the UK)

Lowkey dont know what to put here so mb if its messy😭

Interests/hobbies idk: Football(Soccer), Basketball, Video games sometimes😭 and I've been getting back into reading recently
Music: GENUINELY EVERYTHING But recently my most played are Beabadoobee, Earl Sweatshirt, Pink Panthress, Mac Miller, Alex G, Megan Moroney, Malcolm Todd and Clairo

just joined this site recently so mb if I did the layout wrong or if I just typed it badly.

Not rlly a super online person but I live in a smallish town with no friends so I don't really have another choice except killing myself right now.
I'm open to talk to anyone about anything :)
 
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bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
393
Hii ❤️ I recently just became active on this site after being inactive for months. I have little to no real friends, and it would be great to have someone to talk to.

You can drop me a message here, or send a friend request to my discord. Which is boulevarrdofbrokendreams. ^w^
 
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Blufir

Blufir

New Member
Apr 22, 2026
1
Hi, I'm a 21 gendermess from the US and was hoping to make some friends here. I like the furry fandom, the Gundam franchise, drawing, gaming, and lots a music :3 I'd love to talk to some likeminded people who are also effected by mental illness and just have some company instead of rotting away alone. My discord is blufir, please be nice.
 
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Mrs. T-800

hasta la vista baby
Nov 25, 2025
29
My name is Sisi. I'm 26F and married.

I'm fairly shy and not the best at talking, but I am very much into digital minimalism, the 80s and 90s (especially the music), and simple, quiet, calm living – I would say, I'm a bit more recovery-minded, but it surely comes in waves. I love the Terminator franchise (well, T1 and T2) – I write fanfic heavily for that and I adore the good guy T-800. I'm also, I guess, a Schwarzenegger fan.

As for hobbies, outside of writing, I enjoy to read, practice homemaking (I was a housewife for a while and will revert to such again in about a year), be involved with Church things, do word games, and ride horses. I think a lot about anti-AI, the interplay between technology and sociology and society, and the better times before these, I'm very nostalgic. I don't game or watch TV. I would like to get into motorcycles and guns – I go to the range sometimes. Other than that, I am quite soft and docile.
 
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SD2007

SD2007

Member
Apr 19, 2026
6
(Posted this already but I just got DM access)

M18 Ireland

Starting University next year. (Possibly in the UK but probably in Ireland)

Lowkey dont know what to put here so mb if its messy😭

Interests/hobbies idk: Football(Soccer), Basketball, Video games sometimes😭 and I've been getting back into reading recently
Music: GENUINELY EVERYTHING But recently my most played are Beabadoobee, Earl Sweatshirt, Pink Panthress, Mac Miller, Alex G, Megan Moroney, Malcolm Todd and Clairo

just joined this site recently so mb if I did the layout wrong or if I just typed it badly.

Not rlly a super online person but I live in a smallish town with no friends so I don't really have another choice except killing myself right now.
I'm open to talk to anyone about anything :) DM's open
 
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Pure Vanilla

Pure Vanilla

Member
Jun 4, 2025
72
20m England

Not much to really say, im completely hopeless, unemployed, dont really enjoy anything except talking to people in messages or calls if i get along with them, own a noose, was going to hang myself when my best friend left me for a random girl he only just met but turned out to be too scared so I probably wont die, talking to 2 people currently in a small groupchat but its not the same, dont really have much special going on or anything to note, I dont know if ill be a good friend right now since its been 23 days since they left
 
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mjolnir

mjolnir

The One Who Falls From the Sky
Nov 15, 2025
201
Hello, I've never been very good at describing myself, and to tell the truth I never imagined I'd be here this long after registering, but well, here I am, haha.
What I can say is that I'm a Brazilian man, I like listening to heavy metal and indie rock. I love running, I've even participated in some competitions, but I do it less and less these days. I like to cook, read; I've been reading a lot of existentialist philosophy, in fact, I've always been a skeptical atheist. I love nature, I used to love hiking, climbing, jumping... depression, anxiety, and Burnout Syndrome took me away from most of these activities, but I like to remember these things nostalgically. To be honest, I haven't had many friends lately. I've been socially isolated for a while now, but I don't hate people or life itself. Obviously, none of that guarantees I'll be here anytime soon. My suicidal thoughts are constant, which limits my future plans. But anyway, I like to talk about many things and I'm open to hearing what brought you here, or about your hobbies, or just passing the time while we're still here. You can call me Mjolnir, Hammer, or whatever you prefer.
 
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gunmetalblue

gunmetalblue

Suicidal Jesus
Oct 31, 2025
426
Feel like talking to new people so.

Known as Jesus, I'm a guy (afab) in my mid 20s, living in Western Europe.
Feminist, vegan (asides medical restrictions) and heavily into animal welfare. I am also dyslexic.
I enjoy art, whether that be through the classic drawing, painting, writing, photography or more unique hobbies of creativity. I also love debating, with respect and honesty. Philosophy discussions and mental pondering help pass time and keep my brain working. I have quite a number of mental and physical issues, so my activity online can vary from my mental and physical fatigue. Amongst them is C-PTSD which makes certain subjects of discussion triggers for me, and I won't hesitate to kindly state so if necessary.

Otherwise I'm told to be pragmatic, blunt and chill. Don't hesitate to DM if up to it.
 
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HeyBoogahJr

HeyBoogahJr

I'm still here.
Apr 25, 2026
60
Hi, I'm H, from Manchester (UK) 18M. I'm looking for someone to talk to and hopefully become proper friends with over time.

I can be a bit shy at first, but I'm also quite chatty once I get comfortable. I like gaming (Splatoon, ARMS, Tomodachi Life), going to the gym, gardening, and just talking about random life stuff.

I enjoy watching anime (Assassination Classroom, Mob Psycho 100, Dr. Stone and many more!) I enjoy animation in general, like Steven Universe and Adventure Time.

(God I need the relationships Mob has in Mob Psycho.)

I'd say I'm kind, a bit cheeky, and I do genuinely care about people. I'm not expecting anything intense straight away, just someone to talk to and see where it goes.

If you're in Manchester and we get to know each other well, I wouldn't mind meeting up and saying hi in person 🐦

If you wanna chat, I'd like to hear from you :)
 
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foreverandever

foreverandever

雪は溶かさずに春はまだまだ遠いのまま
Mar 23, 2026
18
Hey, everyone, I'm 32m un the US. I'm just looking to meet someone to talk to before I ctb. Mostly looking for some support in moving toward it, finally. I'm into art, languages, history, running, DnD, anime, etc.
Thanks for reading.
 
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soaringskies

soaringskies

alone and sublime
Apr 22, 2026
21
hi!! for anon reasons, not sharing anything perdonal. im just gonna call myself sky! i like deltarune and art.
im lebanese
im good at listening, but not as good with words
im autistic. audhd ..
^_^
 
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WaffleCat

WaffleCat

Member
Apr 25, 2026
24
Male 23
USA
I like horror, comedy, and 3D art, I made my PFP in blender for laughs.
I also love video games such as Hearts of Iron IV, Ready or Not, and Dead Space.
Oh and I love history, I love reading history books.
ADHD
My mood swings from: "It is so over" to "WE BALL BABY"

For example yesterday I was crying in the shower and then I thought " if showering is good why do people drown in water? " and I started laughing hysterically while also crying my eyes out. It was so surreal.

Anyways nice to meet you all! :)
hi!! for anon reasons, not sharing anything perdonal. im just gonna call myself sky! i like deltarune and art.
im lebanese
im good at listening, but not as good with words
im autistic. audhd ..
^_^
Wow it is so cool to meet someone from Lebanon! Do you have any cool art?
 
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dustymuck

dustymuck

lonely idiot
Jul 21, 2025
43
Hello :)

I am 22M from India currently in college learning computer science. I am currently learning C++ on my own.

I'm trying to improve myself one step at a time but I might ctb if I feel like it.
My hobbies are watching anime, kdramas, cdramas mostly wuxia, xianxia, fantasy romance
I also read mangas, manwhas and light novels.

My favourite video games are skyrim and forza horizon 4. I also enjoy playing the persona series (3, 4 and 5 haven't played the first two yet).

I feel extremely lonely because I'm not good at interacting with people. I don't really have anyone to talk to so I am posting here.

My dms are open to everyone regardless of age, gender or sexuality. I do not judge. I am just lonely.
My discord is blip_ped

I am usually available. If I am not online it is probably because I am in college, or doing chores, or I am asleep.

Thanks <3
 
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chudcell

chudcell

Chud life
Feb 20, 2026
59
Hey, Im 37F from EU.

Kinda saddens me how many young ppl are on this forum, but i understand cause i was same at 18. But hey, im still here. If anyone around my age wanna chat / voice, write me. I have discord. Im genuinely trying to find reasons to go on, so i d prefer to just discuss hobbies which are -> f1, bike, gym, computer games. I am a good listener. Just trying to be less lonely. I was diagnosed with depression since 20.
Whats your discord i cant dm
 
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Frem

Frem

Member
May 5, 2024
30
25 MtF EU
depression, anxiety, dysphoria, possible ADHD and probably something elseI'm mostly looking for other queers and/or europeans to chat and maybe vc on discord about anything really be it hobbies, life, curent problems or random things. I don't have many things going on irl so I have a lot of free time but it also makes me very neurotic with my many life problems. If it's a problem for you I can keep my problems to myself and try not to dump them onto you.
my hobbies are anime/manga, video games, tv shows and movies and supernatural topics (mostly scifi ones but some spiritualism stuff is fun to learn about too) and some pop science also politics but this is mostly a self harm thingmy dreams is to simply be normal and live normal life with a loving partner and maybe write a book or make a game

also to be clear I may be unstable for next few days but who isnt here?
and sorry if anything I wrote is worded in a confusing way but I can barely stop myself from falling asleep as I write this
message I made in other friend thread
 
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GASLIGHTER7000

GASLIGHTER7000

august
May 1, 2025
45
18f
really want some friends. my discord is the same as my username here. i like rpg horror, gacha games, minecraft, vcing. im really lonely and would like to talk to anyone at all
 
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somiseriously

somiseriously

Sol Invictus
Apr 28, 2026
7
Hi I'm Sol discord is same as username, 19F i like watching anime, kdramas, movies, reading books, Mangas, writing poetry playing video games i was also working on a book but i got lost at somepoint. Oh and I love music all genres basically my taste can be summarized as everything i like. I suffer from ocd (pure o specifically) , bpd, depression and anxiety and its been like this for a long time and somehow I keep surviving all my attempts Uh anyways while i got stuck in myself i lost track of reality and now its too hard to go back to being a part of the machine I forgot how to function. Fuck why is even my post depressing
 
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ReaperSeeker

Member
Jan 13, 2026
9
hiya! i'm an infp-t from ireland and i love listening to/playing music (punk, industrial and skramz mostly!), movies, retro games, nature/animals (particularly seals c:), sci-fi, history, horror, art, and men lol

you can find out some more about me on my profile but I'd love to make some friends here (particularly from ireland if anyone else is from here!) as this is where I feel I can express myself fully and authentically. my love goes out to you guys, feel free to pm anytime I'd love to get to know yous! :)
Cool! I love industrial and horror. I tried to message but wasn't able to. I'm also new here so trying to figure things out.
Hi, I'm a 21 gendermess from the US and was hoping to make some friends here. I like the furry fandom, the Gundam franchise, drawing, gaming, and lots a music :3 I'd love to talk to some likeminded people who are also effected by mental illness and just have some company instead of rotting away alone. My discord is blufir, please be nice.
I tried that Discord handle and nothing showed up.
 
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embr3ce2026

rain
Apr 10, 2026
19
Cool! I love industrial and horror. I tried to message but wasn't able to. I'm also new here so trying to figure things out.

I tried that Discord handle and nothing showed up.
awh that's cool, you should be able to message now that you've posted enough I think :D
 
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ReaperSeeker

Member
Jan 13, 2026
9
Hi everyone,

Looking for friends that want to last for as long as we are alive. Prefer those who are suicidal based on the lack of affection, loneliness, and traumas because I am actually fighting to not end myself. The hopelessness mixed with loneliness is the deepest reason for my ideation. Loneliness of not being understood and not wanting to walk a similar path. The lifestyle I seek is one of constant travel internationally. Unfortunately most travel types are lone wolves so never seem to find others. I don't want quick travel buddies either. I'd like companionship where we share our life together and the companionship can be completely platonic. Would like to form at least a group of 3-4, we take care of each other and we are there for each other through all our hardships.
Adults only for obvious reasons. Prefer those that are creative, artistic, entertainers, and that sort of field. Wishing to do those projects together including street performing and/or creating art or crafts to sell to fund our travels or even filming such as content creation or making micro films. As long as it's creative and non-sexual.
If you happen to be Ace that's a plus.
Also prefer those who are into alternative spirituality and consider themselves alternative (goths, metal heads, etc).
Location doesn't matter as the idea is to be doing international travel.

Hope to hear from any fellow lonely travelers or have a love of travel but don't want to go at it alone.
 
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if_i_make_it

Member
Apr 30, 2026
36
Hi all. I'm 24 yo FtM with (non fatal) chronic illness and severe anxiety and major depression. Anxiety and my health run my life despite my efforts to enjoy it. Now, as I'm writing this, I've got a month till I'll fully homeless and the social supports are non existent. Oh well.

In better times I'm an artist, I like video games, I like weird and cool and experimental stuff. Will Wood's Normal Album and in case I make it, albums hit my sensibilities in the perfect way. I love movies and tv, I love human stories. I just finished season 2 of The Pitt- and I loved it and resonated with it a lot. I believe strongly in social justice, I think if I were healthier and more stable I would go into some social work job, even though my original career plans involved wildlife or zoo studies. I like helping people and I feel like sometimes I can be the only person willing to show kindness to people in their rougher times. But that's all assuming I have the mental and physical bandwidth for it, and I haven't in years. Up front, I'm not looking for someone I have to comfort or talk down. I just want a buddy.

I often feel like an outsider, even within my in-groups. Being chronically ill and not having the same independence and life experiences as others doesn't help. So I hope maybe here I can find someone I click with.

I am preparing to CTB within the month if not sometime this summer. At least, I'm prepping to give myself peace of mind that I will have a backup plan, if things become too painful, too untenable. Sometimes that's all you need to get through. Nice to meet you :)
 
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insectontrial

Student
Jan 29, 2026
117
I'm 26, male, and in the United Kingdom. I'm autistic due to a rare genetic disorder that also causes depressive symptoms. I'm unemployed. I like Joy Division and Radiohead. My interests include Concorde, architecture (especially bridges), Franz Kafka's works, and philosophy. I am happy to be contacted via private message.
 
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ryguymi

This is water…this is water
Mar 25, 2026
4
Hey all. I'm Ryan. I've dealt with trauma and a life full of mistakes and substance abuse and trying to act normal. I love my family so so so much. Deeply love them and cherish them. I'm tired of being the fuck up. I'm tired of having to say I'm sorry. I'm tired of having superficial friends and being a grown man that has to cling to mom and dad to feel safe and loved. I'm grateful for their unconditional support but I'm a burden not an asset. I think about ctb daily but don't wanna burden them even more. Which makes me feel worse. I can't bring myself to do the one thing that will ultimately stop their repeated pain. Anyway. I'm alone in my thoughts. How can you talk to someone without a bunch of calls getting made or ending up in a ward somewhere. Thank god for my dog.
 
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xeno112007

Void
Jul 18, 2025
136
Hey all. I'm Ryan. I've dealt with trauma and a life full of mistakes and substance abuse and trying to act normal. I love my family so so so much. Deeply love them and cherish them. I'm tired of being the fuck up. I'm tired of having to say I'm sorry. I'm tired of having superficial friends and being a grown man that has to cling to mom and dad to feel safe and loved. I'm grateful for their unconditional support but I'm a burden not an asset. I think about ctb daily but don't wanna burden them even more. Which makes me feel worse. I can't bring myself to do the one thing that will ultimately stop their repeated pain. Anyway. I'm alone in my thoughts. How can you talk to someone without a bunch of calls getting made or ending up in a ward somewhere. Thank god for my dog.
i can't private message you. If you don't mind wanna talk in discord? If you don't want to share yours publicly I can share mine
 

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