Made plans with a friend, but now I'm not in the mental space to do it

[All-Dead-Y]

Thus seems like it'd be a common issue here. Can I get some advice for what to do?

My friend roped me in to his DnD campaign. I mishandled the situation when he invited me to join, so in 3 hours I have my first session.

Right now I feel really shitty. You know, suicidal and depressed. The usual. I kinda saw this coming.

Anyone have any advice so I can be not-depressed for my first session in a few hours?

 

[Pain In The Ass]

Mixing Oxycodone and Cocaine usually does the job, temporarily at least.

 

[timf]

You might try a favorite song or video so that your apprehension doesn't build so much.

 

[All-Dead-Y]

Update: now playing & I don't get it and I'm making things worse and I wanna die!!!
Just left after like. 3 turns. Hope that wasn't a big scene or anything. Good to know that I can never do thing like this at least. Won't make that mistake again