made my first attempt

[savoytruffle]

i don't know what went wrong I think the belt was too elastic i don't have the strength to try again today. it wasn't even the SI that stopped me i just wasn't passing out my head felt like it was going to explode, tried moving the belt around tighten it around the neck to see if i black out but nothing, an hour wasted, disappointment

it was like SI didn't even exist i felt and feel so empty, not even bliss nothing. just like making a pot of coffee, just further confirms to me that this is meant to be. killer headache right now but who cares

 

[FuneralCry]

I really do hate the fact how it can be this difficult to die, it does makes the hanging method sound so much easier than it actually is when you hear of all these people managing to succeed with it. But that does sound like an awful experience and it's really one of the things that I fear, attempting ctb and then still being trapped here. We really shouldn't have to suffer so much to leave this cruel world.

 

[stilhavinightmares]

This method is really fucking hard. I'm sorry you were at it for an hour and only have a headache from it. :( It did the same for me, the head exploding feeling, but an hour is a really long time.

 

[theboy]

rope?

 

[Wannagonow]

So sorry you had such a terrible experience. I can't believe you were able to try for an hour. Researching other options may help you. And as for "who cares" - there are plenty of us that do. Take care.