BruhXDDDDD
Student
- Feb 18, 2022
- 166
I don't think anyone really gives a shit, but given the nature of the site is just to say whatever you want I'll go ahead and say it. I was panicked yesterday and started to worry that I might be a latent pedophile. I got carried away with trying to accept it, even though the belief was wrong to begin with. I start reading articles about people that have actually suffered over it and somehow that feeling starts to wash over me as well. I have beliefs about how if I were born as another person, I would have acted the same as them and it blends into me feeling bad for them as if I did the same things/were the same person as them. I'm not sure if it's empathy or me having a morbid attraction to painful experiences and seeking them out.
not even going to proofread this i just felt like rambling
not even going to proofread this i just felt like rambling