Venting Made a deal with my friends but it doesn't truly seem like they care about it.

[MidwinterSparkle]

So this is kinda an update to my last 2 posts and a life update both at once, but yesterday I made a deal with some friends that I'd give it another month if things go right, and by things going right I mean, no disrespect, no falling out, my body doesn't fuck up on me, just me having a pretty good time.

I gave them 3 chances and if they fail the plan to CTB on my birthday is back on.

Well, they already used 1 of their 3 chances cuz all I needed was someone to talk to and they just kinda said fuck me and kept playing their games.

They're the same people that fight their ass off for me to stay here by the way. But to me they're just showing more and more that they're fake. They just want me to suffer here and they don't care.

Welp, strike 1. Chances are this won't end well.

Also fuckin Trump pretty much won this election so I'm extra unwilling to live now since now my rights are gonna be taken away as a trans person.

Whooptie Doo.

I'm still trying to find lethal SN, I haven't had any luck yet.

 

[ceilng_tile]

A lot of people don't actually care about you. They just want to feel like wanky little heroes by preventing you from killing yourself.

I don't actually know anything about your friends or your situation so I might be totally wrong about this, but from what you're saying, this might be a case of Neurotypical Savior Syndrome.