NSFW 🤪💦 Lustful Delirium

[ClippedWings]

I am consumed by a lustful delirium caused by the deprivation of sex, intimacy, and a deep connection to the feminine. All things I was born in expectation of. I expect this to get worse before I die, as my reproductive system wages a civil war within me. This is a symptom of being excluded from humanity.

Never, could I justly be expected to function properly until such lust is met with adequate sexual expression. Such a thing is not a want, but a need. Balance requires the deepest sex.

Basically, I have sexual rabies and cannot quench my thirst.

 

[HollowCreek]

Mmm yeah no, that's not how it works buddy. Just sounds like you're horny . You absolutely can be expected to function. Seriously, you think monks and nuns go wild cause they've go no where to stick it? I mean I get being frusturated and all but dropping all accountability bc 'I can't get some!' is a real sorry way to paint yourself and also just straight up not true. Go out, get a hobby, try tennis, put the corn down, pick up a book.

 

[divinemistress87]

You sound like an Incel

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Look, I understand that you are sexually frustrated but spending your time fixating on it won't help you. I understand that wider society tends to pressure men into losing their virginities as soon as possible but at some point, you have to just stop giving a shit about ridiculous social expectations. If your sexual frustration is severe enough that it's impacting you negatively then maybe you should see if you can get in contact with a sex therapist or something and see if they can find you healthy ways of dealing with it.

I'm also sorry that you are going through debilitating chronic nerve pain and OCD. I'd imagine that must make life a living hell for you. My dad also has issues with pain and used to have bad nerve pain a while back, so I've seen how it can really negatively affect others.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Yeah, I'd like to have some, too. Who wouldn't? I've had it. Plenty of times. Not in quite some time, though. All my parts still work, too, and without pills. You can always go the professional route to quench your thirst. There's a reason it exists and is known as "the oldest profession". Afaic, there's not a darn thing wrong with 2 mutually consenting adults having a business arrangment of that sort. A "deep connection" with a woman is a totally different thing. Be her friend first and then see where that goes.

 

[Endlichkeit]

Sex is highly overrated.
For me it's also pointless, as I don't feel any emotional connection to anyone and don't want to.
I have abstained from it for years, because of deep misanthropy.
And I think I will never do it again, my hatred for humanity, biological world and the whole existence is too strong.

 

[StrugglingSienna]

Women are actually able to smell desperation pheromones on men, and it is a major turn-off the vast majority of the time. They don't teach this in health class because of deep state meddling, but it is a 100% true fact.

Have you ever tried having sex with men? Serious question. Some of them can be quite feminine in appearance and demeanor, and most notably, men tend to be far, far easier than women. Even if you consider yourself super straight, if you are not able to act normal and non-desperate for long enough to have sex with a woman, some sexual exploration may be worth attempting, sis.

 

[Darkover]

Women are actually able to smell desperation pheromones on men, and it is a major turn-off the vast majority of the time. They don't teach this in health class because of deep state meddling, but it is a 100% true fact.

Have you ever tried having sex with men? Serious question. Some of them can be quite feminine in appearance and demeanor, and most notably, men tend to be far, far easier than women. Even if you consider yourself super straight, if you are not able to act normal and non-desperate for long enough to have sex with a woman, some sexual exploration may be worth attempting, sis.

there's no scientific evidence to suggest that humans release or detect pheromones specifically associated with desperation or any other specific emotion

 

[StrugglingSienna]

there's no scientific evidence to suggest that humans release or detect pheromones specifically associated with desperation or any other specific emotion

That part was mostly a joke. I was hoping that adding the "deep state meddling" part would help make that clear.

The point I'm making is still true, though. Women (and people in general) can sense desperation quite well, just not olfactorily.

 

[ClippedWings]

Mmm yeah no, that's not how it works buddy. Just sounds like you're horny . You absolutely can be expected to function. Seriously, you think monks and nuns go wild cause they've go no where to stick it? I mean I get being frusturated and all but dropping all accountability bc 'I can't get some!' is a real sorry way to paint yourself and also just straight up not true. Go out, get a hobby, try tennis, put the corn down, pick up a book.

Everyone completely misunderstands this entire post. Also, guessing you didn't read the link in the post, where I explain I was excluded from humanity.

I wasn't horny at all. I had an acute bout of delirium caused by the deprivation of sex, intimacy, and a deep connection to the feminine. The onset triggered when I was setting logistics for my medically assisted rational suicide, scheduled 4 weeks from now. That impending finality mixed with an extreme craving for sex, intimacy, and a deep connection to the feminine caused me to crash. Legs got extremely weak and vision got blurry. During that bout, which has resolved since waking today, I couldn't be expected to function. Monks and nuns are irrelevant examples here. This is a cause of being locked away from humanity, my humanity, involuntarily, for 13 years. Clawing for connection is so deeply desired, I entered a delirious, rabies like state.

It's not frustration, it was delirium. It would be like blaming a dog with rabies for biting. Has nothing to do with porn.

Basically, it's parts of my body raging against the other parts that have kept it imprisoned and unable to become what I was supposed to. My imagination paints a beautiful life that was taken from me, mixed with the craving for that which I was born in expectation of, caused me, to literally, lose my mind.

It may very well happen again, given that I will never be at peace with what I was deprived of.

 

[Darkover]

The point I'm making is still true, though. Women (and people in general) can sense desperation quite well, just not olfactorily.

most people can't even tell if their boyfriend or girlfriend is cheating on them so i doubt this is true

 

[EvisceratedJester]

most people can't even tell if their boyfriend or girlfriend is cheating on them so i doubt this is true

A lot of people who cheat do not do it out of desperation though...

 

[HollowCreek]

Everyone completely misunderstands this entire post. Also, guessing you didn't read the link in the post, where I explain I was excluded from humanity.

I wasn't horny at all. I had an acute bout of delirium caused by the deprivation of sex, intimacy, and a deep connection to the feminine.

It may very well happen again, given that I will never be at peace with what I was deprived of.

Okay...this does not exist. I'm gonna hold your hand when I say it sounds more like you fained from low blood pressure. Anyone who entertains this nonsense is against you. You certainly do sound delirious, as in total delusional. Just say you fained, you're sad about your life (like we all are) and move on. Don't make it weird. Don't put a target on yourself like this. It's frankly just very odd and offputting

 

[Halfhourdays]

I have nothing insightful to say, but hookers and/or gay sex probably aren't the answer...

 

[webb&flow]

That part was mostly a joke. I was hoping that adding the "deep state meddling" part would help make that clear.

The point I'm making is still true, though. Women (and people in general) can sense desperation quite well, just not olfactorily.

I thought you were being completely unironic and boy was that message a shocker to read with that pretext XD (you got me)

 

[snwcolt]

I have nothing insightful to say, but hookers and/or gay sex probably aren't the answer...

I think hookers sound like exactly the answer especially if you've got some anger to work out along with the sexual frustration, and the two often come hand in hand. To be clear I'm not advocating violence against anyone here. Just speaking from personal experience it's worked well.

 

[itbelikethat]

That part was mostly a joke. I was hoping that adding the "deep state meddling" part would help make that clear.

The point I'm making is still true, though. Women (and people in general) can sense desperation quite well, just not olfactorily.

Have you seen the nut jobs on the internet lately?

Saying stuff like "deep state meddling" just makes you seem like one.

No offense of course, once I realized I found it pretty funny.

Also if OP is reading this. As a guy who didn't have too much trouble getting sex, it's not worth it. Hooking up with a random women in a cemetery msde me feel disgusted with myself.

What I need is love, but im a hateful and angry freak who is only tolerated by manipulative people who would use me.

But at least I'm not an incel. Grow up and learn to respect your fellow human as something more than a hole.

 

[HollowCreek]

I think hookers sound like exactly the answer especially if you've got some anger to work out along with the sexual frustration, and the two often come hand in hand. To be clear I'm not advocating violence against anyone here. Just speaking from personal experience it's worked well.

I'm gonna say hookers are definately not the answer. You should never use a hooker, really. That's not a 'consenting adult' it's just a very desperate woman who needs money to survive who wont charge you bc she needs to live. Speaking from personal experience of the sex industry, it's never what you think it is. These girls are trained on making John's think that they're okay...they're not. But thats my moral highground

 

[snwcolt]

You've clearly had very different interactions with them than I have. I've managed girls and solicited more than I can count and the ones that do it for any kind of time become sexually and emotionally numb. Also I really don't care what it does to them I'm paying to solve my problems, not theirs lol.

 

[HollowCreek]

You've clearly had very different interactions with them than I have. I've managed girls and solicited more than I can count and the ones that do it for any kind of time become sexually and emotionally numb. Also I really don't care what it does to them I'm paying to solve my problems, not theirs lol.

Guys look I found a John

 

[snwcolt]

Yuppers

 

[EvisceratedJester]

You've clearly had very different interactions with them than I have. I've managed girls and solicited more than I can count and the ones that do it for any kind of time become sexually and emotionally numb. Also I really don't care what it does to them I'm paying to solve my problems, not theirs lol.

Weren't you the same person who referred to women as "females", claimed that we were "all terrible" and referred to us as just "fun parts to mess around with" under that now deleted misogynist thread?

 

[snwcolt]

Yuppers again

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Yuppers again

Yeah, that's not something to take pride in. The more posts I see from you the less surprised I am that you are divorced.

 

[snwcolt]

Ikr the surprising thing is I managed to get married in the first place. But tbf females are pretty terrible in general. I'm sure you're an exception tho sweetheart.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Ikr the surprising thing is I managed to get married in the first place. But tbf females are pretty terrible in general. I'm sure you're an exception tho sweetheart.

Yeah, women are so terrible, says the guy who talks about us like we are objects. It feels like you are just insecure and projecting those issues onto an entire gender, tbh.

Damn you really SHOULD ctb! Get to it buddy!

Look, I hate the dude but under no circumstances should you be saying shit like this.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Well you can be terrible as humans but quite useful as objects, not mutually exclusive silly female. I'm working on ctb, it's been more difficult than I'd hoped, but if one of you broads wanna bring a gun I'll explain how to work it using small words, and you can show some girl power by blowing my chauvinist head off...

I feel like you didn't comprehend what I was saying. What I'm saying is that it's weird to claim that others are terrible based on something as meaningless as gender while also dehumanizing others. Honestly, this is just funny to watch. How exactly did you get to the point of being so pathetic that you now feel the need to dehumanize around half of the world's population in order to feel better about yourself?

 

[snwcolt]

Purely from personal experience and it doesn't make me feel any better about myself. I hate myself for completely different reasons than my reasons for hating females.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Purely from personal experience and it doesn't make me feel any better about myself. I hate myself for completely different reasons than my reasons for hating females.

I don't see why your experiences with a few women should be used as an excuse to discriminate against all women. It's childish, tbh.

 

[snwcolt]

Lot more than a few, I'm speaking about experiences sexual, romantic, and completely plutonic. I apologize for pointing out the common characteristics I've observed in my personal life, maybe I've just so happened to interact with a sample that's not indictive of the population, but I wouldn't say I discriminate against all women so much as have low expectations of their personal qualities when meeting one and treat them according to what I find. Not advocating violence to be clear, tho I've met more than a few who want you to hurt them, especially prostitutes.