So I'm pretty sure I've found the site- 
- please correct me if I'm wrong.
I have questions regarding the purchasing process and how much money you'd typically be charged, I'm short on money so I don't want to blow it all and then not have enough to buy other things if needed.
When purchasing SN, you should pick a drop off point, so say I'd put the address to the post office under a fake name, pick it up myself, could I put in a fake signature? I'm pretty sure they ask for you to sign your name but would it be illegal if I put a fake name down so the police won't know who bought it or do I not need to worry about that?
IF the police were to come to me and ask me what the SN was for, what would I say for them to let me keep it and not have it seized. Also, theyve contacted my therapist before for a previous attempt, so if they know I have SN, would they go to my therapist so she could rat me out? The most I say to her is that I don't care for anything and have no motivation so there's obviously a lack of will to live, could I get sectioned for that?
Regarding protocols, idk where to get stuff like Metoclopramide, since it's prescription only, benzos or Xanax, I'm pretty sure I'm also immune to ibuprofen since I used to take up to 3 packs almost every day for about 3 years. What could sub in that's easy to obtain here in the uk? I live in Ni if that's any help makes any difference.
How much pain should I expect after taking SN? On a 1-10 scale? And what would I feel? Can I just lay down on my side and go on my phone while waiting for it to do its thing?
I think that's it for now, but on a deeper level, I'm kind of scared of what happens to my consciousness after I die. I tell myself it shouldn't matter because if my consciousness really just fades to exist bcus I won't remember but I feel scared for the fact that nothing will be there and it's just darkness. What do u guys think? And how do I stop myself from feeling afraid of nothingness?
If there's any info you're not allowed to provide bcus it breaks the rules that's fine, or if anything I've said breaks the rules I can edit the post. (I think) otherwise I'll just take it down
- please correct me if I'm wrong.I have questions regarding the purchasing process and how much money you'd typically be charged, I'm short on money so I don't want to blow it all and then not have enough to buy other things if needed.
When purchasing SN, you should pick a drop off point, so say I'd put the address to the post office under a fake name, pick it up myself, could I put in a fake signature? I'm pretty sure they ask for you to sign your name but would it be illegal if I put a fake name down so the police won't know who bought it or do I not need to worry about that?
IF the police were to come to me and ask me what the SN was for, what would I say for them to let me keep it and not have it seized. Also, theyve contacted my therapist before for a previous attempt, so if they know I have SN, would they go to my therapist so she could rat me out? The most I say to her is that I don't care for anything and have no motivation so there's obviously a lack of will to live, could I get sectioned for that?
Regarding protocols, idk where to get stuff like Metoclopramide, since it's prescription only, benzos or Xanax, I'm pretty sure I'm also immune to ibuprofen since I used to take up to 3 packs almost every day for about 3 years. What could sub in that's easy to obtain here in the uk? I live in Ni if that's any help makes any difference.
How much pain should I expect after taking SN? On a 1-10 scale? And what would I feel? Can I just lay down on my side and go on my phone while waiting for it to do its thing?
I think that's it for now, but on a deeper level, I'm kind of scared of what happens to my consciousness after I die. I tell myself it shouldn't matter because if my consciousness really just fades to exist bcus I won't remember but I feel scared for the fact that nothing will be there and it's just darkness. What do u guys think? And how do I stop myself from feeling afraid of nothingness?
If there's any info you're not allowed to provide bcus it breaks the rules that's fine, or if anything I've said breaks the rules I can edit the post. (I think) otherwise I'll just take it down
