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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,144
hello, in ppeh 2025 it is time to take 20 * 30mg of oxazepam...isn't that too much? ...

I have diazepam 10 mg which I take every day 1 in the morning and evening 10 mg... knowing that diazepam is stronger than oxazepam I should take 30 of 10 mg...and it seems difficult to crush and mix with water

I think its lot of diazépam....and benzo
THANKS?

benzos cause respiratory distress

Thanks
 
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Peter Skellern

Enlightened
Jan 10, 2025
1,068
The presumption is that its to knock a person out completely
 
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NitrogenAfternoon

NitrogenAfternoon

Finding My Peace
Jan 20, 2025
142
The presumption is that its to knock a person out completely

Yeah but some of the dosage recommendations is way more to knock out a person out. We're not elephants here. I might just use 5MG and call it there. Just to use it to help with the SI and anxiety. The SN will eventually make me pass out and die anyways, benzos are just a luxury.

A lot of what I see about benzos just seems like way too much and over doing it. It's also the most costly aspect of the method, when the SN and an AE all you truly need.
 
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Peter Skellern

Enlightened
Jan 10, 2025
1,068
Yeah but some of the dosage recommendations is way more to knock out a person out. We're not elephants here. I might just use 5MG and call it there. Just to use it to help with the SI and anxiety. The SN will eventually make me pass out and die anyways, benzos are just a luxury.

A lot of what I see about benzos just seems like way too much and over doing it. It's also the most costly aspect of the method, when the SN and an AE all you truly need.
True, if money is an issue that amount isn't necessary. I'm also concerned that "on that amount" I'd be absolutely unrousable and inevitably aspirate which is truly horrible (having witnessed it).
 
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NitrogenAfternoon

Finding My Peace
Jan 20, 2025
142
True, if money is an issue that amount isn't necessary. I'm also concerned that "on that amount" I'd be absolutely unrousable and inevitably aspirate which is truly horrible (having witnessed it).

This too. The whole point is to make this as peaceful and painless as possible, and overdosing on benzos is not going to help at all. It is an awful experience as you put it. And with some of the dosages im seeing here, that is not going to make it anymore pleasant.

For me it will just be another thing to save up for and hold me back longer, and I'm beginning to lose interest in getting it. I got the SN, I ordered the AE. All that remains is the smaller stuff (plastic sheets, measuring cups, etc.) and a hotel room to be booked. I know a benzo vendor but I also don't know if they're legit. Might just be a pass all together for me when I think of it some more.

I have posted in so many threads trying to get something definitive and it remains a huge question mark.
 
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oneeyed

Arcanist
Oct 11, 2022
440
This is something I'm curious about. How much is needed to knock you out but also stay out despite the person slso consuming sn or some other poison.
I have bretazenil. Supposedly 0.5 mg of that is equivalent to 10 mg of diazepam. So with someone that's never taken a benzo, what could theoretically work to knock me out and stay asleep?
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,144
True, if money is an issue that amount isn't necessary. I'm also concerned that "on that amount" I'd be absolutely unrousable and inevitably aspirate which is truly horrible (having witnessed it).
Can you precise please?
Overdose of benzodiazepine?
 

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