Help lost my best friend

[mafuyu]

please help me

this friend is a very good manipulator and liar. they are well known in the community i'm in. i can't say anything about this person because the situation affected someone else i am close to. plus, i like having a good reputation.

i have bpd so i just want to burn it all down and start over. i come out from the fire just to be burned again. i want it to be over. everyone is a liar. everyone will betray you and stab you in the back.

of course it's not true. but it feels that way. yet, this bad person has been living their life as normal. they will achieve great things, and i will rot

what do i do

 

[mirzani]

I honestly don't know. It's tiring and exhausting to deal with this kind of person. If you can run, run.

 

[mafuyu]

I honestly don't know. It's tiring and exhausting to deal with this kind of person. If you can run, run.

honestly everyone ends up being a shit person like besides 2 people i've met. i'm ready to ctb at this point, it doesn't fucking matter. no matter what i do my efforts are for nothing

 

[pictures]

that really sucks how did they die

 

[mafuyu]

that really sucks how did they die

bffr

 

[pictures]

bffr

are they alive still or what do you mean you lost a best friend