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Bruces

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May 11, 2020
389
It all seems so completely pointless now
 
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Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
810
It feels so hard to find a purpose in this world when you lose interest and enjoyment in everything.

What passions or hobbies did you used to enjoy doing?
 
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Belit667

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Aug 2, 2020
247
I'd recommend getting some nice hobby. I collect and read comic books and watch anime.
 
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Bruces

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May 11, 2020
389
I can't see any point at all now it's just misery boredom pain and suffering
 
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_Minsk

_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
1,141
I can't see any point at all now it's just misery boredom pain and suffering
absolutely relate, feeling like a dead shell, just pain:(
 
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Bruces

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May 11, 2020
389
Sounds good
I wish there was a way in which the decision was taken out of my hands
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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There must be at least a little bit of quality of life. That means going out of your home often and doing things relaxing and enjoyable.
 
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Bruces

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May 11, 2020
389
I'm unable to relax at all
 
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Living_Hurts_so_Much

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Jul 30, 2020
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Deleted member 17949

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May 9, 2020
2,238
Same. I was clinging to education because I have always liked it but at some point it hit me that I don't really care anymore; I don't feel happy when trying to study, I just feel stressed and hopeless. My hobbies don't make me happy so I don't bother doing them. Talking to people doesn't make me happy so I ignore messages from friends. I feel like all the feeling is just gone from life.
 
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Zen0

Zen0

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Jan 4, 2024
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I can't see any point at all now it's just misery boredom pain and suffering
I've felt this way so many times in my life and for the longest of periods, I honestly don't understand why I'm still here though. Too lazy for a suicide but still can't muster up any will to want to live at all.
 
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