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reentry

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Dec 12, 2023
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I'm not planning to CTB yet, but I'm interested in something. I'm looking for some easily accessible drug I could take to help with my nerves, and calm me a bit. I don't really know if this is the place to ask for shit, but I didn't really know where else to go. Before I CTB, I want to at least exhaust all my options
 
MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

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Jul 8, 2023
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Mary J is your best bet.
 
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peppermintflavored

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Dec 25, 2023
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if youre looking for something widely available to calm you down, maybe some alcohol or weed?
 
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oddetoad

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Nov 25, 2023
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Mary J is your best bet.
i wanna learn how to make them .. always found it unecesary complicated lol ..
also my first times doing those out in public was really bad cause the paranoia was overwhelming
 
leavingthesoultrap

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Nov 25, 2023
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I don't know where you are but CBD oil is legal in many countries.
 
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amaterasu :-)

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Dec 21, 2023
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i would say first gen. antihistamines.
 
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i wanna learn how to make them .. always found it unecesary complicated lol ..
also my first times doing those out in public was really bad cause the paranoia was overwhelming
The first time is always going to be paranoia. As your body adjusts, the experience becomes much more relaxing.
 
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oddetoad

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The first time is always going to be paranoia. As your body adjusts, the experience becomes much more relaxing.
well .. i did it for like over a year but i guess it was because i did it with another drug idk
 
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the old man

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Dec 23, 2023
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Mary J, the green stuff, weed , whatever you want to call it is a great relaxant, chill out substance and easily available, if your not someone who drinks alcohol or smokes then bake yourself some cannabis cookies/ biscuits/ cakes whatever you call them in your country, eat sit back and reeeeelax
 

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