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fat-mexican-failure

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Mar 3, 2023
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Hi all,

Looking for a roof deck in WeHo or Beverly Hills where I can have a few drinks and jump off the roof tonight.

Any good buildings that are high enough to guarantee death?
 
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fat-mexican-failure

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Mar 3, 2023
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Hey, I am in LA too. Sorry to life has brought you to this point.

Jumping is a horrible, painful method and isn't guaranteed to succeed, you are likely to end up permanently disabled. And you'd end up in the ward.

I think it is better to not act so impulsively. What brings you here? We're here to support you.
Well I've been planning this for about 4 years. Im going to lose my home on Monday so I wanted to get it done before then, are there better methods that I could do quickly over the weekend?

The reason I wanted to make sure I jumped was that my family doesn't really care about me or live close, and I live alone, so I wanted to make sure they were aware ASAP that I was out of their lives for good.

They've made it pretty clear they're sick of me, and they've basically cut me out of their lives. So I just wanna make sure they know so they can throw their party or whatever they're gonna do.
Well I've been planning this for about 4 years. Im going to lose my home on Monday so I wanted to get it done before then, are there better methods that I could do quickly over the weekend?

The reason I wanted to make sure I jumped was that my family doesn't really care about me or live close, and I live alone, so I wanted to make sure they were aware ASAP that I was out of their lives for good.

They've made it pretty clear they're sick of me, and they've basically cut me out of their lives. So I just wanna make sure they know so they can throw their party or whatever they're gonna do.
If anyone has a better method I'll take it btw.
 
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fat-mexican-failure

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Mar 3, 2023
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Sorry to hear that. Shit's rough, especially out here. No one here is gonna tell you what to do either way, and I am really sorry things are so rough.

There's not much you can do on such a short time window. It took me a few weeks to put my own exit plan together and get everything ready. But I'm trying my own shitty attempt at recovery first.

https://www.lahsa.org/get-help I know shelters aren't ideal, but you can get shelter arranged. There's other resources too if you belong to any additionally at risk populations (LGBT, women, escaping DV, etc -- non exhaustive list)

I know I'm just some guy online but I'm here however I can be.
Thanks, been there done that about 10 times in my life.

I really have made up my mind on suicide. I signed up to get help on a method, if possible.

This isn't just about shelter or being impulsive. I have a serious neurological condition, which makes me over trusting. I get abused and scammed a lot. For example I spent 10k on an attorney who promised to recover some back pay for me, he never did it. I have no savings and no support, my family wants nothing to do with me and they consider me a burden
 
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fat-mexican-failure

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Mar 3, 2023
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No problem, we are here if you need to talk at all but the website does reveal itself only after people engage a bit to prevent impulsivity if that makes sense.

It's never too late to ctb, so I hope you can stick around with us for a while
Got it, that makes sense.
 
BabyCamus

BabyCamus

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Mar 2, 2023
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Can anyone tell me how I access the search function as well as being able to create my own thread?
 
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To access the search function, your account needs to be 24 hours old and you need a few more comments in the forum. And to the user above, the option to post a thread should eventually appear at the top of the page (in a red box).
 
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BabyCamus

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To access the search function, your account needs to be 24 hours old and you need a few more comments in the forum. And to the user above, the option to post a thread should eventually appear at the top of the page (in a red box).
Thank you, do I just post in forums like this? Or do you mean a different forum?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,779
Thank you, do I just post in forums like this? Or do you mean a different forum?
Posting a few more comments in this forum will eventually allow you access to the search function.
 

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