Death is my goal

Death is my goal

pathetic failure
Aug 25, 2022
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hello I'm new here... i spent a great of time looking for methods that would suit me to die and couldn't find any. my options are kinda limited since I'm not from the US (no guns or drugs) can't hang myself cuz I don't wanna traumatize my family. was thinking of jumping but i really dislike this method.
some other methods require tools i can't get..I'm 20M and severely underweight (42kg/93lbs) around 16 bmi and generally speaking.. i have a weak body.. so i wanna get advantage of it.. is there some method would help? or an unhealthy way I should be doing? i have anemia, chest pain and breath issues... anything that can help me CBT? i prefer something like a heart attack or something.
 
befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
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Hi. Since you have respiratory problems, an inert gas probably wouldn't work. Or maybe it would work but with scuba equipment. How about SN (sodium nitrite) or CO (carbon monoxid) ? Other options: Nembutal (Pentobarbital), Fentanyl, Oxycodone, Propofol.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/carbon-monoxide-megathread.2053/page-55
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/charcoal-method-advice.94265/#post-1655792
 
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Darkover

Darkover

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Jul 29, 2021
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it's catch the bus CTB not CBT
 
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Death is my goal

Death is my goal

pathetic failure
Aug 25, 2022
516
Hi. Since you have respiratory problems, an inert gas probably wouldn't work. Or maybe it would work but with scuba equipment. How about SN (sodium nitrite) or CO (carbon monoxid) ? Other options: Nembutal (Pentobarbital), Fentanyl, Oxycodone, Propofol.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/carbon-monoxide-megathread.2053/page-55
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/charcoal-method-advice.94265/#post-1655792
i already stated that I'm not from the US, can't access fentanyl otherwise I'd have been dead... SN requires things i can't buy
 
befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
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i already stated that I'm not from the US, can't access fentanyl otherwise I'd have been dead... SN requires things i can't buy
If you have SN, but not the other drugs, this problem can be solved as soon as you can send PM.
 
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theboy

theboy

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Jul 15, 2022
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I'm in the same situation as you but I guess jumping is the only option. I have realized that it is not so much the method, but the survival instinct that stops
 

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