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nawee

nawee

nawee
Mar 19, 2023
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It's my birthday today, I turned 19. I still live at home as I'm a studying student, but this entire birthday I was alone. I didn't get any gifts or anything, I had to make my own cake, my friends were all busy, my partner was also busy going out with his family to eat. It just felt like any other day where I have to do everything on my own. I just wish I was a kid again so my family could care about my special day again, like I would not mind anything, a card, a drawing, a message, company, it doesnt have to be something you buy I just wish it was something to show that they care. But no, nothing. Just alone in my bedroom looking online on social media like any other day, for me it just makes me realize how empty my life is how literally nobody cares enough about me to try and arrange something special on just one day
 
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Alo97

Alo97

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Oct 25, 2024
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It's my birthday today, I turned 19. I still live at home as I'm a studying student, but this entire birthday I was alone. I didn't get any gifts or anything, I had to make my own cake, my friends were all busy, my partner was also busy going out with his family to eat. It just felt like any other day where I have to do everything on my own. I just wish I was a kid again so my family could care about my special day again, like I would not mind anything, a card, a drawing, a message, company, it doesnt have to be something you buy I just wish it was something to show that they care. But no, nothing. Just alone in my bedroom looking online on social media like any other day, for me it just makes me realize how empty my life is how literally nobody cares enough about me to try and arrange something special on just one day
first of all, happy birthday! tell them how you feel about it. they can't treat you like that, they are rude! try not to worry about it, it's not your fault but theirs, they are the ones who seem to be empty in this situation not you! one more time happy birthday!!!! :heart:
 
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NoPoint2Life

NoPoint2Life

Why is this so hard?
Aug 31, 2024
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Happy birthday!! I'm really sorry it's been such a lousy day for you.
I give you a lot of credit for actually making your own cake. Maybe the bright side is you get to eat it all too?
 
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nawee

nawee

nawee
Mar 19, 2023
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Happy birthday!! I'm really sorry it's been such a lousy day for you.
I give you a lot of credit for actually making your own cake. Maybe the bright side is you get to eat it all too?
Well I'm sharing my cake with my family too but that's fine I suppose, thank you!
first of all, happy birthday! tell them how you feel about it. they can't treat you like that, they are rude! try not to worry about it, it's not your fault but theirs, they are the ones who seem to be empty in this situation not you! one more time happy birthday!!!! :heart:
Thank you, I'll try to talk about it with them :heart:
 
Mirrory Me

Mirrory Me

"More then your eyes can see..."
Mar 23, 2023
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I would also like to make a cake, and perhaps check some extra ingredients to spike it up a little- that how to have a party, with "right setting" of course.
 
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imnotsurewhy

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Feb 19, 2024
69
Happy birthday!i m sorry your friends And family don t seem to care maybe try to do something nice for yourself to feel better?buy something (doesnt have to be really expensive )you enjoy sorry if you dont want advice i had a birthday like its sucks i m sorry wishing you better times
 
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RoyalBengalAutistic

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Oct 14, 2024
52
Few days back, I had my birthday. I waited all day long for someone to wish me. But it never happened. I was all alone as usual.
It's my birthday today, I turned 19. I still live at home as I'm a studying student, but this entire birthday I was alone. I didn't get any gifts or anything, I had to make my own cake, my friends were all busy, my partner was also busy going out with his family to eat. It just felt like any other day where I have to do everything on my own. I just wish I was a kid again so my family could care about my special day again, like I would not mind anything, a card, a drawing, a message, company, it doesnt have to be something you buy I just wish it was something to show that they care. But no, nothing. Just alone in my bedroom looking online on social media like any other day, for me it just makes me realize how empty my life is how literally nobody cares enough about me to try and arrange something special on just one day
Happy birthday 🎂 🎈
 
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APeacefulPlace

APeacefulPlace

Ape
Dec 2, 2024
297
It's my birthday today, I turned 19. I still live at home as I'm a studying student, but this entire birthday I was alone. I didn't get any gifts or anything, I had to make my own cake, my friends were all busy, my partner was also busy going out with his family to eat. It just felt like any other day where I have to do everything on my own. I just wish I was a kid again so my family could care about my special day again, like I would not mind anything, a card, a drawing, a message, company, it doesnt have to be something you buy I just wish it was something to show that they care. But no, nothing. Just alone in my bedroom looking online on social media like any other day, for me it just makes me realize how empty my life is how literally nobody cares enough about me to try and arrange something special on just one day
Happy Birthday nawee!! Hope your day gets a tiny bit better ;)
 
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zanahori

zanahori

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Jul 21, 2023
85
happy birthday!!!! dont give up!!!!!!!!!!
 
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