Okokaykay
Member
- May 10, 2023
- 96
It's such a crushing feeling- Sometimes it feels physical, too. Sometimes I think about how big the world is and how I can't seem to find my place in it at all, and then I only feel even more pathetic.
My head is hardly in the right place to make friends right now. I feel terrible for it. I'm lonely, and I feel undeserving to do anything about it.
I shake with anxiety when people do speak to me and selfishly crave being held in some kind of way. This feeling is horrible, but quietly consuming all at the same time. I feel like I'm suffocating.
My head is hardly in the right place to make friends right now. I feel terrible for it. I'm lonely, and I feel undeserving to do anything about it.
I shake with anxiety when people do speak to me and selfishly crave being held in some kind of way. This feeling is horrible, but quietly consuming all at the same time. I feel like I'm suffocating.