Celerity
shape without form, shade without colour
- Jan 24, 2021
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So, for the last 6 months or so, I've been relatively well-adjusted (considering I post here almost daily). I thought my past anger issues were, if not behind me, at least manageable. Now that I'm down to 0 friends and fresh from being ghosted by a former friend and a romantic interest (stupid to think of one, I know), I'm back to square one with wanting to Hulk-smash everything in site.
It's almost as if I had a normal life, I'd be a better person. Instead, I'm just miserable, and I either repel people or bore them to tears. All I have left is the booze and, when they don't infuriate me, videogames.
It's almost as if I had a normal life, I'd be a better person. Instead, I'm just miserable, and I either repel people or bore them to tears. All I have left is the booze and, when they don't infuriate me, videogames.