Lol

[idontknow42]

Lol, can't wait to die. Spending all of the money I have left on stupid shit, moving country because its something I have always wanted to do since a child (check that off the list), and yeah, hopefully I'm nothing but ashes before Christmas.

I literally don't care to "work on problems", I'm perfectly fine with killing myself because idc lmao. Maybe that's my problem.

I used to talk about killing myself a lot with friends and stuff, now idc enough to, I rarely even speak to them now. I don't feel upset about
anything or depressed because I get to kill myself. I don't even remember what my problems are, life just sucks and I can't wait for it to end!!!

Pretty sure everyone thinks I've made a somewhat recovery from depression,
lol that's funny. Well, maybe I have, I'm not depressed, I'm not upset, now I'm probably just a crazy person

 

[lofticries]

I wanna feel at peace before I ctb. Not depressed af since I've been that my whole life.

 

[idontknow42]

Heading to Las Vegas next month with some online friends. Going to ride everything at Stratosphere tower, do the bunjee jump thing off the tower, and go skydiving.

Putting myself in as many of those "I'm gonna die" situations as possible to prepare. Will be fun

I wanna feel at peace before I ctb. Not depressed af since I've been that my whole life.

It's nice, I have no care in the world. Just failed an important exam today, but who cares, not me
lmao

 

[akana]

Heading to Las Vegas next month with some online friends. Going to ride everything at Stratosphere tower, do the bunjee jump thing off the tower, and go skydiving.

Putting myself in as many of those "I'm gonna die" situations as possible to prepare. Will be fun


It's nice, I have no care in the world. Just failed an important exam today, but who cares, not me

can relate. wish i'd done it like this. same situation. people think im fine when i was actually genuinely awful but whatever. spent my money on stupid shit, a mix of some charities, food, flights and shit. dont care to work on problems or heal anymore lmao, i dont care about anything at all. kind of jealous you have friends to go with tho :(

 

[Pain In The Ass]

Maybe you've achieved sanity!

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Lol, can't wait to die. Spending all of the money I have left on stupid shit, moving country because its something I have always wanted to do since a child (check that off the list), and yeah, hopefully I'm nothing but ashes before Christmas.

I literally don't care to "work on problems", I'm perfectly fine with killing myself because idc lmao. Maybe that's my problem.

I used to talk about killing myself a lot with friends and stuff, now idc enough to, I rarely even speak to them now. I don't feel upset about
anything or depressed because I get to kill myself. I don't even remember what my problems are, life just sucks and I can't wait for it to end!!!

Pretty sure everyone thinks I've made a somewhat recovery from depression,
lol that's funny. Well, maybe I have, I'm not depressed, I'm not upset, now I'm probably just a crazy person

I hope this "plan" all works out for you and you don't find yourself in a different frame of mind by Christmas, only a whole lot poorer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Death is all that I look forward to as well. To me, living feels so pointless and I do not feel sad about dying at all. I feel like in comparison to death, life seems so temporary and meaningless. I wish you the best.

 

[LastBusStop]

Spending all of the money I have left on stupid shit, moving country because its something I have always wanted to do

this is how imagine my last days. moving across the country, spending money, taking a bus, train, till I can't no more. I don't even want to have a time/date for CTB, I'll wait for the right moment.

 

[whatevs]

I enjoyed the energy this post transmitted. Being fed up is much better than being sad.