DenseWoodsCadaver
Member
- Jan 15, 2026
- 17
I'm so, so depressed. My only reason to live is one person, they were so heartless to me today, all I wanted was reassurance, it's alright. I'm such a difficult human being, I'm so so sad. I broke down and overdosed on my anti depressants, later harming myself. I just want out of here so badly, I want to be dead atleast by march, I am so tiring to be around and I can just sense the sickness my love feels whenever they are forced to talk with a waste of space like I am, I remember they used to wish I wrote to them first, and now that I do reach out a bit more they shut me up more than I ever was before, I don't want to talk about this with them because I feel I am over reacting and they do not want to talk to me at all, I missed them so badly.
I don't know what to do, I'm so alone everywhere else, but I can't help but only want to talk to them, I have no friends, I don't talk to my parents, I don't do anything. The loneliness is excruciatingly painful, it cuts deeper than anything else.
I just want to be loved, I don't want to be treated as a chore, I wanted to be your girlfriend so badly.
I don't know what to do, I'm so alone everywhere else, but I can't help but only want to talk to them, I have no friends, I don't talk to my parents, I don't do anything. The loneliness is excruciatingly painful, it cuts deeper than anything else.
I just want to be loved, I don't want to be treated as a chore, I wanted to be your girlfriend so badly.
