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GettingOut

GettingOut

I'm not worth any tears
Aug 16, 2022
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While being semi dependent on a wheelchair and not wanting to hang myself where my caregiver will find me, I'm looking for some ideas. There are (what I think) isolated areas in the city like hiking trails with trees I might be able to access . The idea is to leave with uber after dark so no one would know I'm gone. I'll leave my letters at home. All my friends are pro-life and don't understand what I'm going through.

I'd appreciate your input. Thanks
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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For me personally, I would go with anywhere that I wouldn't be found too early. I think that a location is good enough if there is significant time left alone without any disturbances. I like the sound of ctb in an isolated nature area far away from people. Best wishes, I hope that you find relief from your suffering.
 
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GettingOut

GettingOut

I'm not worth any tears
Aug 16, 2022
124
My only worry is that as I hang a homeless person feels inclined to do a good deed.

What do you look for in a hotel room so you can use that? Difficult to do a full suspension in an unfamiliar room.

Which places have you chosen and how have you discovered them?
 
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Reiter

I am not long for this world
Jul 29, 2022
33
I plan to do it on a hotel, I'll buy a pull up bar from a gym equipment store and install it on a door, then I will buy 2 or 3 meters of rope from the hardware store, rent a room for 2 days and do it there, partial hanging.
 
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Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

Enlightened
Aug 28, 2021
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If I were in your place I would not care about your my caregiver. When he finds you soon your body will not look too gruesome. He will probably understand you.
If children would find you would be worse.
 
GettingOut

GettingOut

I'm not worth any tears
Aug 16, 2022
124
If I were in your place I would not care about your my caregiver. When he finds you soon your body will not look too gruesome. He will probably understand you.
If children would find you would be worse.
Yeah, she is a dear old lady that lost both her sons to chronic disease. If I didn't care about her, I would do it in my house too.

I wish my mother can find me. Maybe she will think twice about all the hell she puts me through.

Thanks for your input
 
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