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colkatt2928

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Oct 15, 2022
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I wish I could just sleep and never wake up
 
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Why Me?

Experienced
Apr 5, 2022
270
I wish I could just sleep and never wake up
Me too. Imagine if we couldn't sleep? All I do is sleep, but it has made me non-functional.
 
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swanlife

Member
Oct 5, 2022
37
i wish they would just sedate me till i die naturally, or give me nembutal while i'm sedated
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,325
I feel the same way. All that I have ever wished for is to just pass away peacefully and not have to experience any of this anymore. I've never wanted anything to do with something as horrific and torturous as existing and the fact is that we shouldn't have to struggle so much to free ourselves from a life that we never asked for. At least to me, permanent non existence will always be ideal. I'm tired of thinking the same thoughts and feeling trapped here. Only death could ever bring me the relief that I wish for.
 
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Reallysad

Student
Nov 23, 2022
101
I'm the same want to go in my sleep as waking up the next morning is like living a nightmare
 
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Sad_Sack

Experienced
Oct 3, 2022
261
I wish I could just sleep and never wake up
I wish for it every night. I try and will myself to die and despite my great doubt in a god I still pray they would just please heal me or end my life.
 
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BipolarExpress

BipolarExpress

he/him · tired/exhausted
Nov 11, 2022
266
Same here. I wish I could just go quietly into the night instead of psyching myself up for suicide.
 
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colkatt2928

Member
Oct 15, 2022
19
Me too. Imagine if we couldn't sleep? All I do is sleep, but it has made me non-functional.
I feel like sleep is a way of coping for many, a way of escaping, you know? It's sad that some can't feel the same relieve of simply slipping into a deep sleep and forgetting about everything
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
6,833
Sleep has always been my drug of choice. Since I stopped sleeping properly, things have really gone downhill.
 
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makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
Sleep has always been my drug of choice. Since I stopped sleeping properly, things have really gone downhill.
Yes, sleeping is necessary to having balance in your life. Interuppeted sleeping can cause problems. People who stay awake for days doing meth to tend to become psychotic. Check out soldiers behavior after days of non stop fighting. They get to a point that they have no prohibition against committing war atrocities. Sleep is VERY important for mental and physical health.
 
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